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ill I came into these magic climes; I never knew the beauty of his face。〃
〃Of death?〃 said Cary。 〃I should have said; of life。 God forgive me! but man might wish to live forever; if he had such a world as this wherein to live。〃
〃And do you forget; Cary; that the more fair this passing world of time; by so much the more fair is that eternal world; whereof all here is but a shadow and a dream; by so much the more fair is He before whose throne the four mystic beasts; the substantial ideas of Nature and her powers; stand day and night; crying; 'Holy; holy; holy; Lord God of hosts; Thou hast made all things; and for Thy pleasure they are and were created!' My friends; if He be so prodigal of His own glory as to have decked these lonely shores; all but unknown since the foundation of the world; with splendors beyond all our dreams; what must be the glory of His face itself! I have done with vain shadows。 It is better to depart and to be with Him; where shall be neither desire nor anger; self…deception nor pretence; but the eternal fulness of reality and truth。 One thing I have to do before I die; for God has laid it on me。 Let that be done to…night; and then; farewell!〃
〃Frank! Frank! remember our mother!〃
〃I do remember her。 I have talked over these things with her many a time; and where I would fain be; she would fain be also。 She sent me out with my virgin honor; as the Spartan mother did her boy with the shield; saying; 'Come back either with this; or upon this;' and one or the other I must do; if I would meet her either in this life or in the next。 But in the meanwhile do not mistake me; my life is God's; and I promise not to cast it away rashly。〃
〃What would you do; then?〃
〃Go up to that house; Amyas; and speak with her; if Heaven gives me an opportunity; as Heaven; I feel assured; will give。〃
〃And do you call that no rashness?〃
〃Is any duty rashness? Is it rash to stand amid the flying bullets; if your queen has sent you? Is it more rash to go to seek Christ's lost lamb; if God and your own oath hath sent you? John Brimblecombe answered that question for us long ago。〃
〃If you go; I go with you!〃 said all three at once。
〃No。 Amyas; you owe a duty to our mother and to your ship。 Cary; you are heir to great estates; and are bound thereby to your country and to your tenants。 John Brimblecombe〃
〃Ay!〃 squeaked Jack。 〃And what have you to say; Mr。 Frank; against my going?I; who have neither ship nor estatesexcept; I suppose; that I am not worthy to travel in such good company?〃
〃Think of your old parents; John; and all your sisters。〃
〃I thought of them before I started; sir; as Mr。 Cary knows; and you know too。 I came here to keep my vow; and I am not going to turn renegade at the very foot of the cross。〃
〃Some one must go with you; Frank;〃 said Amyas; 〃if it were only to bring back the boat's crew in case〃 and he faltered。
〃In case I fall;〃 replied Frank; with a smile。 〃I will finish your sentence for you; lad; I am not afraid of it; though you may be for me。 Yet some one; I fear; must go。 Unhappy me! that I cannot risk my own worthless life without risking your more precious lives!〃
〃Not so; Mr。 Frank! Your oath is our oath; and your duty ours!〃 said John。 〃I will tell you what we will do; gentlemen all。 We three will draw cuts for the honor of going with him。〃
〃Lots?〃 said Amyas。 〃I don't like leaving such grave matters to chance; friend John。〃
〃Chance; sir? When you have used all your own wit; and find it fail you; then what is drawing lots but taking the matter out of your own weak hands; and laying it in God's strong hands?〃
〃Right; John!〃 said Frank。 〃So did the apostles choose their successor; and so did holy men of old decide controversies too subtle for them; and we will not be ashamed to follow their example。 For my part; I have often said to Sidney and to Spenser; when we have babbled together of Utopian governments in days which are now dreams to me; that I would have all officers of state chosen by lot out of the wisest and most fit; so making sure that they should be called by God; and not by man alone。 Gentlemen; do you agree to Sir John's advice?〃
They agreed; seeing no better counsel; and John put three slips of paper into Frank's hand; with the simple old apostolic prayer
〃Show which of us three Thou hast chosen。〃
The lot fell upon Amyas Leigh。
Frank shuddered; and clasped his hands over his face。
〃Well;〃 said Cary; 〃I have ill…luck to…night: but Frank goes at least in good company。〃
〃Ah; that it had been I!〃 said Jack; 〃though I suppose I was too poor a body to have such an honor fall on me。 And yet it is hard for flesh and blood; hard indeed to have come all this way; and not to see her after all!〃
〃Jack;〃 said Frank; 〃you are kept to do better work than this; doubt not。 But if the lot had fallen on youay; if it had fallen on a three years' child; I would have gone up as cheerfully with that child to lead me; as I do now with this my brother! Amyas; can we have a boat; and a crew? It is near midnight already。〃
Amyas went on deck; and asked for six volunteers。 Whosoever would come; Amyas would double out of his own purse any prize…money which might fall to that man's share。
One of the old Pelican's crew; Simon Evans of Clovelly; stepped out at once。
〃Why six only; captain? Give the word; and any and all of us will go up with you; sack the house; and bring off the treasure and the lady; before two hours are out。〃
〃No; no; my brave lads! As for treasure; if there be any; it is sure to have been put all safe into the forts; or hidden in the mountains; and as for the lady; God forbid that we should force her a step without her own will。〃
The honest sailor did not quite understand this punctilio: but
〃Well; captain;〃 quoth he; 〃as you like; but no man shall say that you asked for a volunteer; were it to jump down a shark's throat; but what you had me first of all the crew。
After this sort of temper had been exhibited; three or four more came forwardYeo was very anxious to go; but Amyas forbade him。
〃I'll volunteer; sir; without reward; for this or anything; though〃 (added he in a lower tone) 〃I would to Heaven that the thought had never entered your head。〃
〃And so would I have volunteered;〃 said Simon Evans; 〃if it were the ship's quarrel; or the queen's; but being it's a private matter of the captain's; and I've a wife and children at home; why; I take no shame to myself for asking money for my life。〃
So the crew was made up; but ere they pushed off; Amyas called Cary aside
〃If I perish; Will〃
〃Don't talk of such things; dear old lad。〃
〃I must。 Then you are captain。 Do nothing without Yeo and Drew。 But if they approve; go right north away for San Domingo and Cuba; and try the ports; they can have no news of us there; and there is booty without end。 Tell my mother that I died like a gentleman; and mindmind; dear lad; to keep your temper with the men; let the poor fellows grumble as they may。 Mind but that; and fear God; and all will go well。〃
The tears were glistening in Cary's eyes as he pressed Amyas's hand; and watched the two brothers down over the side upon th