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prospect。〃
Well; away we went together; it was just what I wanted; it gave
me an opportunity of saying something to Philip; between
ourselves。
I could now beg of him; in his interests and mine; to make the
best of himself when he came to dinner。 Clever people; I told
him; were people whom papa liked and admired。 I said: 〃Let him
see; dear; how clever _you_ are; and how many things you
knowand you can't imagine what a high place you will have in
his opinion。 I hope you don't think I am taking too much on
myself in telling you how to behave。〃
He relieved that doubt in a manner which I despair of describing。
His eyes rested on me with such a look of exquisite sweetness and
love that I was obliged to hold by his arm; I trembled so with
the pleasure of feeling it。
〃I do sincerely believe;〃 he said; 〃that you are the most
innocent girl; the sweetest; truest girl that ever lived。 I wish
I was a better man; Eunice; I wish I was good enough to be worthy
of you!〃
To hear him speak of himself in that way jarred on me。 If such
words had fallen from any other man's lips; I should have been
afraid that he had done something; or thought something; of which
he had reason to feel ashamed。 With Philip this was impossible。
He was eager to walk on rapidly; and to turn a corner in the
path; before we could be seen。 〃I want to be alone with you;〃 he
said。
I looked back。 We were too late; Helena and Miss Jillgall had
nearly overtaken us。 My sister was on the point of speaking to
Philip; when she seemed to change her mind; and only looked at
him。 Instead of looking at her in return; he kept his eyes cast
down and drew figures on the pathway with his stick。 I think
Helena was out of temper; she suddenly turned my way。 〃Why didn't
you wait for me?〃 she asked。
Philip took her up sharply。 〃If Eunice likes seeing the river
better than waiting in the street;〃 he said; 〃isn't she free to
do as she pleases?〃
Helena said nothing more; Philip walked on slowly by himself。 Not
knowing what to make of it; I turned to Miss Jillgall。
〃Surely Phi lip can't have quarreled with Helena?〃 I said。
Miss Jillgall answered in an odd off…hand manner: 〃Not he! He is
a great deal more likely to have quarreled with himself。〃
〃Why?〃
〃Suppose you ask him why?〃
It was not to be thought of; it would have looked like prying
into his thoughts。 〃Selina!〃 I said; 〃there is something odd
about you to…day。 What is the matter? I don't understand you。〃
〃My poor dear; you will find yourself understanding me before
long。〃 I thought I saw something like pity in her face when she
said that。
〃My poor dear?〃 I repeated。 〃What makes you speak to me in that
way?〃
〃I don't knowI'm tired; I'm an old fool I'll go back to the
house。〃
Without another word; she left me。 I turned to look for Philip;
and saw that my sister had joined him while I had been speaking
to Miss Jillgall。 It pleased me to find that they were talking in
a friendly way when I joined them。 A quarrel between Helena and
my husband that is to beno; my husband that _shall_ bewould
have been too distressing; too unnatural I might almost call it。
Philip looked along the backward path; and asked what had become
of Miss Jillgall。 〃Have you any objection to follow her example?〃
he said to me; when I told him that Selina had returned to the
town。 〃I don't care for the banks of this river。〃
Helena; who used to like the river at other times; was as ready
as Philip to leave it now。 I fancy they had both been kindly
waiting to change our walk; till I came to them; and they could
study my wishes too。 Of course I was ready to go where they
pleased。 I asked Philip if there was anything he would like to
see; when we got into the streets again。
Clever Helena suggested what seemed to be a strange amusement to
offer to Philip。 〃Let's take him to the Girls' School;〃 she said。
It appeared to be a matter of perfect indifference to him; he
was; what they call; ironical。 〃Oh; yes; of course。 Deeply
interesting! deeply interesting!〃 He suddenly broke into the
wildest good spirits; and tucked my hand under his arm with a
gayety which it was impossible to resist。 〃What a boy you are!〃
Helena said; enjoying his delightful hilarity as I did。
CHAPTER XXIV。
EUNICE'S DIARY。
ON entering the schoolroom we lost our gayety; all in a moment。
Something unpleasant had evidently happened。
Two of the eldest girls were sitting together in a corner;
separated from the rest; and looking most wickedly sulky。 The
teachers were at the other end of the room; appearing to be ill
at ease。 And there; standing in the midst of them; with his face
flushed and his eyes angrythere was papa; sadly unlike his
gentle self in the days of his health and happiness。 On former
occasions; when the exercise of his authority was required in the
school; his forbearing temper always set things right。 When I saw
him now; I thought of what the doctor had said of his health; on
my way home from the station。
Papa advanced to us the moment we showed ourselves at the door。
He shook handscordially shook handswith Philip。 It was
delightful to see him; delightful to hear him say: 〃Pray don't
suppose; Mr。 Dunboyne; that you are intruding; remain with us by
all means if you like。〃 Then he spoke to Helena and to me; still
excited; still not like himself: 〃You couldn't have come here; my
dears; at a time when your presence was more urgently needed。〃 He
turned to the teachers。 〃Tell my daughters what has happened;
tell them why they see me hereshocked and distressed; I don't
deny it。〃
We now heard that the two girls in disgrace had broken the rules;
and in such a manner as to deserve severe punishment。
One of them had been discovered hiding a novel in her desk。 The
other had misbehaved herself more seriously stillshe had gone
to the theater。 Instead of expressing any regret; they had
actually dared to complain of having to learn papa's improved
catechism。 They had even accused him of treating them with
severity; because they were poor girls brought up on charity。 〃If
we had been young ladies;〃 they were audacious enough to say;
〃more indulgence would have been shown to us; we should have been
allowed to read stories and to see plays。〃
All this time I had been asking myself what papa meant; when he
told us we could not have come to the schoolroom at a better
time。 His meaning now appeared。 When he spoke to the offending
girls; he pointed to Helena and to me。
〃Here are my daughters;〃 he said。 〃You will not deny that they
are young ladies。 Now listen。 They shall tell you themselves
whether my rules make any difference between them and you。
Helena! Eunice! do I allow you to read novels? do I allow you to
go to the play?〃
We said; 〃No〃and hoped it was over。 But he had not done yet。 He
turned to Helena。
〃Answer some of the questions;〃 he went on; 〃from my Manual of
Christian Obligation; which the girls call my catechism。〃 He
asked one of the questions: 〃If you are told to do unto others as
you would they should do unto you; and if you find a difficulty
in obeying that Divine Precept; what does your duty require?〃
It is my belie