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CHAPTER L。
THE NEWS FROM THE FARM。
WHEN I next heard from Miss Jillgall； the introductory part of
her letter merely reminded me that Philip Dunboyne was
established in the town； and that Helena was in daily
communication with him。 I shall do Selina no injustice if my
extract begins with her second page。
〃You will sympathize； I am sure〃 （she writes）； 〃with the
indignation which urged me to call on Philip； and tell him the
way to the farmhouse。 Think of Helena being determined to marry
him； whether he wants to or not！ I am afraid this is bad grammar。
But there are occasions when even a cultivated lady fails in her
grammar； and almost envies the men their privilege of swearing
when they are in a rage。 My state of mind is truly indescribable。
Grief mingles with anger； when I tell you that my sweet Euneece
has disappointed me； for the first time since I had the happiness
of knowing and admiring her。 What can have been the motive of her
refusal to receive her penitent lover？ Is it pride？ We are told
that Satan fell through pride。 Euneece satanic？ Impossible！ I
feel inclined to go and ask her what has hardened her heart
against a poor young man who bitterly regrets his own folly。 Do
you think it was bad advice from the farmer or his wife？ In that
case； I shall exert my influence； and take her away。 You would do
the same； wouldn't you？
〃I am ashamed to mention the poor dear Minister in a postscript。
The truth is； I don't very well know what I am about。 Mr。
Gracedieu is quiet； sleeps better than he did； eats with a keener
appetite； gives no trouble。 But； alas； that glorious intellect is
in a state of eclipse！ Do not suppose； because I write
figuratively； that I am not sorry for him。 He understands
nothing； he remembers nothing； he has my prayers。
〃You might come to us again； if you would only be so kind。 It
would make no difference now； the poor man is so sadly altered。 I
must add； most reluctantly； that the doctor recommends your
staying at home。 Between ourselves； he is little better than a
coward。 Fancy his saying； 'No； we must not run that risk yet。' I
am barely civil to him； and no more。
〃In any other affair （excuse me for troubling you with a second
postscript）； my sympathy with Euneece would have penetrated her
motives； I should have felt with her feelings。 But I have never
been in love； no gentleman gave me the opportunity when I was
young。 Now I am middle…aged； neglect has done its dreary workmy
heart is an extinct crater。 Figurative again！ I had better put my
pen away； and say farewell for the present。〃
Miss Jillgall may now give place to Eunice。 The same day's post
brought me both letters。
I should be unworthy indeed of the trust which this affectionate
girl has placed in me； if I failed to receive her explanation of
her conduct toward Philip Dunboyne； as a sacred secret confided
to my fatherly regard。 In those later portions of her letter；
which are not addressed to me confidentially； Eunice writes as
follows：
〃I get newsand what heartbreaking news！of my father； by
sending a messenger to Selina。 It is more than ever impossible
that I can put myself in the way of seeing Helena again。 She has
written to me about Philip； in a tone so shockingly insolent and
cruel； that I have destroyed her letter。 Philip's visit to the
farm； discovered I don't know how； seems to have infuriated her。
She accuses me of doing all that she might herself have done in
my place； and threatens meNo！ I am afraid of the wicked
whisperings of that second self of mine if I think of it。 They
were near to tempting me when I read Helena's letter。 But I
thought of what you said； after I had shown you my Journal； and
your words took my memory back to the days when I was happy with
Philip。 The trial and the terror passed away。
〃Consolation has come to me from the best of good women。 Mrs。
Staveley writes as lovingly as my mother might have written； if
death had spared her。 I have replied with all the gratitude that
I really feel； but without taking advantage of the services which
she offers。 Mrs。 Staveley has it in her mind； as you had it in
your mind； to bring Philip back to me。 Does she forget； do you
forget； that Helena claims him？ But you both mean kindly； and I
love you both for the interest that you feel in me。
〃The farmer's wifedear good soul！hardly understands me so
well as her husband does。 She confesses to pitying Philip。 'He is
so wretched；' she says。 'And； dear heart； how handsome； and what
nice； winning manners！ I don't think I should have had your
courage； in your place。 To tell the truth； I should have jumped
for joy when I saw him at the door； and I should have run down to
let him inand perhaps been sorry for it afterward。 If you
really wish to forget him； my dear； I will do all I can to help
you。'
〃These are trifling things to mention； but I am afraid you may
think I am unhappyand I want to prevent that。
〃I have so much to be thankful for； and the children are so fond
of me。 Whether I teach them as well as I might have done； if I
had been a more learned girl； may perhaps be doubtful。 They do
more for their governess； I am afraid； than their governess does
for them。 When they come into my room in the morning； and rouse
me with their kisses； the hour of waking； which used to be so
hard to endure after Philip left me； is now the happiest hour of
my day。〃
With that reassuring view of her life as a governess； the poor
child's letter comes to an end。
CHAPTER LI。
THE TRIUMPH OF MRS。 TENBRUGGEN。
MISS JILLGALL appears again； after an interval； on the field of
my extracts。 My pleasant friend deserves this time a serious
reception。 She informs me that Mrs。 Tenbruggen has begun the
inquiries which I have the best reason to dreadfor I alone know
the end which they are designed to reach。
The arrival of this news affected me in two different ways。
It was discouraging to find that circumstances had not justified
my reliance on Helena's enmity as a counter…influence to Mrs。
Tenbruggen。 On the other hand； it was a relief to be assured that
my return to London would serve； rather than compromise； the
interests which it was my chief anxiety to defend。 I had foreseen
that Mrs。 Tenbruggen would wait to set her enterprise on foot；
until I was out of her way； and I had calculated on my absence as
an event which would at least put an end to suspense by
encouraging her to begin。
The first sentences in Miss Jillgall's letter explain the nature
of her interest in the proceedings of her friend； and are； on
that account； worth reading。
〃Things are sadly changed for the worse〃 （Selina writes）； 〃but I
don't forget that Philip was once engaged to Euneece； and that
Mr。 Gracedieu's extraordinary conduct toward him puzzled us all。
The mode of discovery which dear Elizabeth suggested by letter；
at that time； appears to be the mode which she is following now。
When I asked why； she said： 'Philip may return to Euneece； the
Minister may recoverand will be all the more likely to do so if
he tries Massage。 In that case； he will probably repeat the
conduct which surprised you； and your natural curiosity will ask
me a