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from her pocket。
〃Look at it yourself;〃 she said; 〃and tell me if anybody could
read it; and not see that you were concealing something。 My dear;
I have driven round by the doctor's houseI have seen himI
have persuaded him; or perhaps I ought to say surprised him; into
telling me the truth。 But the kind old man is obstinate。 He
wouldn't believe me when I told him I was on my way here to save
Philip's life。 He said: 'My child; you will only put your own
life in jeopardy。 If I had not seen that danger; I should never
have told you of the dreadful state of things at home。 Go back to
the good people at the farm; and leave the saving of Philip to
me。' 〃
〃He was right; Euneece; entirely right。〃
〃No; dear; he was wrong。 I begged him to come here; and judge for
himself; and I ask you to do the same。〃
I was obstinate。 〃Go back!〃 I persisted。 〃Go back to the farm!〃
〃Can I see Philip?〃 she asked。
I have heard some insolent men say that women are like cats。 If
they mean that we do; figuratively speaking; scratch at times; I
am afraid they are not altogether wrong。 An irresistible impulse
made me say to poor Euneece: 〃This is a change indeed; since you
refused to receive Philip。〃
〃Is there no change in the circumstances?〃 she asked sadly。
〃Isn't he ill and in danger?〃
I begged her to forgive me; I said I meant no harm。
〃I gave him up to my sister;〃 she continued; 〃when I believed
that his happiness depended; not on me; but on her。 I take him
back to myself; when he is at the mercy of a demon who threatens
his life。 Come; Selina; let us go to Philip。〃
She put her arm round me; and made me get up from my chair。 I was
so easily persuaded by her; that the fear of what Helena's
jealousy and Helena's anger might do was scarcely present in my
thoughts。 The door of communication was locked on the side of the
bedchamber。 I went into the hall; to enter Philip's room by the
other door。 She followed; waiting behind me。 I heard what passed
between them when Maria went out to her。
〃Where is Miss Gracedieu?〃
〃Resting upstairs; miss; in her room。〃
〃Look at the clock; and tell me when you expect her to come down
here。〃
〃I am to call her; miss; in ten minutes more。〃
〃Wait in the dining…room; Maria; till I come back to you。 〃
She joined me。 I held the door open for her to go into Philip's
room。 It was not out of curiosity; the feeling that urged me was
sympathy; when I waited a moment to see their first meeting。 She
bent over the poor; pallid; trembling; suffering man; and raised
him in her arms; and laid his head on her bosom。 〃My Philip!〃 She
murmured those words in a kiss。 I closed the door; I had a good
cry; and; oh; how it comforted me!
There was only a minute to spare when she came out of the room。
Maria was waiting for her。 Euneece said; as quietly as ever: 〃Go
and call Miss Gracedieu。〃
The girl looked at her; and sawI don't know what。 Maria became
alarmed。 But she went up the stairs; and returned in haste to
tell us that her young mistress was coming down。
The faint rustling of Helena's dress as she left her room reached
us in the silence。 I remained at the open door of the
dining…room; and Maria approached and stood near me。 We were both
frightened。 Euneece stepped forward; and stood on the mat at the
foot of the stairs; waiting。 Her back was toward me; I could only
see that she was as still as a statue。 The rustling of the dress
came nearer。 Oh; heavens! what was going to happen? My teeth
chattered in my head; I held by Maria's shoulder。 Drops of
perspiration showed themselves on the girl's forehead; she stared
in vacant terror at the slim little figure; posted firm and still
on the mat。
Helena turned the corner of the stairs; and waited a moment on
the last landing; and saw her sister。
〃You here?〃 she said。 〃What do you want?〃
There was no reply。 Helena descended; until she reached the last
stair but one。 There; she stopped。 Her staring eyes grew large
and wild; her hand shook as she stretched it out; feeling for the
banister; she staggered as she caught at it; and held herself up。
The silence was still unbroken。 Something in me; stronger than
myself; drew my steps along the hall nearer and nearer to the
stair; till I could see the face which had struck that murderous
wretch with terror。
I looked。
No! it was not my sweet girl; it was a horrid transformation of
her。 I saw a fearful creature; with glittering eyes that
threatened some unimaginable vengeance。 Her lips were drawn back;
they showed her clinched teeth。 A burning red flush dyed her
face。 The hair of her head rose; little by little; slowly。 And;
most dreadful sight of all; she seemed; in the stillness of the
house; to be _listening to something。_ If I could have moved; I
should have fled to the first place of refuge I could find。 If I
could have raised my voice; I should have cried for help。 I could
do neither the one nor the other。 I could only look; look; look;
held by the horror of it with a hand of iron。
Helena must have roused her courage; and resisted her terror。 I
heard her speak:
〃Let me by!〃
〃No。〃
Slowly; steadily; in a whisper; Euneece made that reply。
Helena tried once morestill fighting against her own terror: I
knew it by the trembling of her voice。
〃Let me by;〃 she repeated; 〃I am on my way to Philip's room。〃
〃You will never enter Philip's room again。〃
〃Who will stop me?〃
〃I will。〃
She had spoken in the same steady whisper throughoutbut now she
moved。 I saw her set her foot on the first stair。 I saw the
horrid glitter in her eyes flash close into Helena's face。 I
heard her say:
〃Poisoner; go back to your room。〃
Silent and shuddering; Helena shrank away from herdaunted by
her glittering eyes; mastered by her lifted hand pointing up the
stairs。
Helena slowly ascended till she reached the landing。 She turned
and looked down; she tried to speak。 The pointing hand struck her
dumb; and drove her up the next flight of stairs。 She was lost to
view。 Only the small rustling sound of the dress was to be heard;
growing fainter and fainter; then an interval of stillness; then
the noise of a door opened and closed again; then no sound
morebut a change to be seen: the transformed creature was cr
ouching on her knees; still and silent; her face covered by her
hands。 I was afraid to approach her; I was afraid to speak to
her。 After a time; she rose。 Suddenly; swiftly; with her head
turned away from me; she opened the door of Philip's roomand
was gone。
I looked round。 There was only Maria in the lonely hall。 Shall I
try to tell you what my sensations were? It may sound strangely;
but it is trueI felt like a sleeper; who has half…awakened from
a dream。
CHAPTER LX。
DISCOVERY。
A LITTLE later; on that eventful day; when I was most in need of
all that your wisdom and kindness could do to guide me; came the
telegram which announced that you were helpless under an attack
of gout。 As soon as I had in some degree got over my
disappointment; I remembered having told Euneece in my letter
that I expected her kind old friend to come to us。 With the
telegram in my hand I knocked softly at Philip's