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Ryabovsky came home as the sun was setting。 He flung his cap on the table； and； without removing his muddy boots； sank pale and exhausted on the bench and closed his eyes。
〃I am tired 。 。 。〃 he said； and twitched his eyebrows； trying to raise his eyelids。
To be nice to him and to show she was not cross； Olga Ivanovna went up to him； gave him a silent kiss； and passed the comb through his fair hair。 She meant to comb it for him。
〃What's that？〃 he said； starting as though something cold had touched him； and he opened his eyes。 〃What is it？ Please let me alone。〃
He thrust her off； and moved away。 And it seemed to her that there was a look of aversion and annoyance on his face。
At that time the peasant woman cautiously carried him； in both hands； a plate of cabbage…soup。 And Olga Ivanovna saw how she wetted her fat fingers in it。 And the dirty peasant woman； standing with her body thrust forward； and the cabbage…soup which Ryabovsky began eating greedily； and the hut； and their whole way of life； which she at first had so loved for its simplicity and artistic disorder； seemed horrible to her now。 She suddenly felt insulted； and said coldly：
〃We must part for a time； or else from boredom we shall quarrel in earnest。 I am sick of this； I am going today。〃
〃Going how？ Astride on a broomstick？〃
〃Today is Thursday； so the steamer will be here at half…past nine。〃
〃Eh？ Yes； yes。 。 。 。 Well； go； then 。 。 。〃 Ryabovsky said softly； wiping his mouth with a towel instead of a dinner napkin。 〃You are dull and have nothing to do here； and one would have to be a great egoist to try and keep you。 Go home； and we shall meet again after the twentieth。〃
Olga Ivanovna packed in good spirits。 Her cheeks positively glowed with pleasure。 Could it really be true； she asked herself； that she would soon be writing in her drawing…room and sleeping in her bedroom； and dining with a cloth on the table？ A weight was lifted from her heart； and she no longer felt angry with the artist。
〃My paints and brushes I will leave with you； Ryabovsky；〃 she said。 〃You can bring what's left。 。 。 。 Mind； now； don't be lazy here when I am gone； don't mope； but work。 You are such a splendid fellow； Ryabovsky！〃
At ten o'clock Ryabovsky gave her a farewell kiss； in order； as she thought； to avoid kissing her on the steamer before the artists； and went with her to the landing…stage。 The steamer soon came up and carried her away。
She arrived home two and a half days later。 Breathless with excitement； she went； without taking off her hat or waterproof； into the drawing…room and thence into the dining…room。 Dymov； with his waistcoat unbuttoned and no coat； was sitting at the table sharpening a knife on a fork； before him lay a grouse on a plate。 As Olga Ivanovna went into the flat she was convinced that it was essential to hide everything from her husband； and that she would have the strength and skill to do so； but now； when she saw his broad； mild； happy smile； and shining； joyful eyes； she felt that to deceive this man was as vile； as revolting； and as impossible and out of her power as to bear false witness； to steal； or to kill； and in a flash she resolved to tell him all that had happened。 Letting him kiss and embrace her； she sank down on her knees before him and hid her face。
〃What is it； what is it； little mother？〃 he asked tenderly。 〃Were you homesick？〃
She raised her face； red with shame； and gazed at him with a guilty and imploring look； but fear and shame prevented her from telling him the truth。
〃Nothing；〃 she said； 〃it's just nothing。 。 。 。〃
〃Let us sit down；〃 he said； raising her and seating her at the table。 〃That's right； eat the grouse。 You are starving； poor darling。〃
She eagerly breathed in the atmosphere of home and ate the grouse； while he watched her with tenderness and laughed with delight。
VI
Apparently； by the middle of the winter Dymov began to suspect that he was being deceived。 As though his conscience was not clear； he could not look his wife straight in the face； did not smile with delight when he met her； and to avoid being left alone with her； he often brought in to dinner his colleague； Korostelev； a little close…cropped man with a wrinkled face； who kept buttoning and unbuttoning his reefer jacket with embarrassment when he talked with Olga Ivanovna； and then with his right hand nipped his left moustache。 At dinner the two doctors talked about the fact that a displacement of the diaphragm was sometimes accompanied by irregularities of the heart； or that a great number of neurotic complaints were met with of late； or that Dymov had the day before found a cancer of the lower abdomen while dissecting a corpse with the diagnosis of pernicious anaemia。 And it seemed as though they were talking of medicine to give Olga Ivanovna a chance of being silent that is； of not lying。 After dinner Korostelev sat down to the piano； while Dymov sighed and said to him：
〃Ech； brother well； well！ Play something melancholy。〃
Hunching up his shoulders and stretching his fingers wide apart； Korostelev played some chords and began singing in a tenor voice； 〃Show me the abode where the Russian peasant would not groan；〃 while Dymov sighed once more； propped his head on his fist； and sank into thought。
Olga Ivanovna had been extremely imprudent in her conduct of late。 Every morning she woke up in a very bad humour and with the thought that she no longer cared for Ryabovsky； and that； thank God； it was all over now。 But as she drank her coffee she reflected that Ryabovsky had robbed her of her husband； and that now she was left with neither her husband nor Ryabovsky； then she remembered talks she had heard among her acquaintances of a picture Ryabovsky was preparing for the exhibition； something striking； a mixture of genre and landscape； in the style of Polyenov； about which every one who had been into his studio went into raptures； and this； of course； she mused； he had created under her influence； and altogether； thanks to her influence； he had greatly changed for the better。 Her influence was so beneficent and essential that if she were to leave him he might perhaps go to ruin。 And she remembered； too； that the last time he had come to see her in a great…coat with flecks on it and a new tie； he had asked her languidly：
〃Am I beautiful？〃
And with his elegance； his long curls； and his blue eyes； he really was very beautiful （or perhaps it only seemed so）； and he had been affectionate to her。
Considering and remembering many things Olga Ivanovna dressed and in great agitation drove to Ryabovsky's studio。 She found him in high spirits； and enchanted with his really magnificent picture。 He was dancing about and playing the fool and answering serious questions with jokes。 Olga Ivanovna was jealous of the picture and hated it； but from politeness she stood before the picture for five minutes in silence； and； heaving a sigh； as though before a holy shrine； said softly：
〃Yes； you have never painted anything like it before。 Do you know； it is positively awe…inspiring？〃
And then she began beseeching him to love her and not to cast her off； to have pity on her in her misery and her wretchedness。 S