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likes of it。 So far only one incontestable truth has been uttered about love： 'This is a great mystery。' Everything else that has been written or said about love is not a conclusion； but only a statement of questions which have remained unanswered。 The explanation which would seem to fit one case does not apply in a dozen others； and the very best thing； to my mind； would be to explain every case individually without attempting to generalize。 We ought； as the doctors say； to individualize each case。〃
〃Perfectly true；〃 Burkin assented。
〃We Russians of the educated class have a partiality for these questions that remain unanswered。 Love is usually poeticized； decorated with roses； nightingales； we Russians decorate our loves with these momentous questions； and select the most uninteresting of them； too。 In Moscow； when I was a student； I had a friend who shared my life； a charming lady； and every time I took her in my arms she was thinking what I would allow her a month for housekeeping and what was the price of beef a pound。 In the same way； when we are in love we are never tired of asking ourselves questi ons： whether it is honourable or dishonourable； sensible or stupid； what this love is leading up to； and so on。 Whether it is a good thing or not I don't know； but that it is in the way； unsatisfactory； and irritating； I do know。〃
It looked as though he wanted to tell some story。 People who lead a solitary existence always have something in their hearts which they are eager to talk about。 In town bachelors visit the baths and the restaurants on purpose to talk； and sometimes tell the most interesting things to bath attendants and waiters； in the country； as a rule； they unbosom themselves to their guests。 Now from the window we could see a grey sky； trees drenched in the rain； in such weather we could go nowhere； and there was nothing for us to do but to tell stories and to listen。
〃I have lived at Sofino and been farming for a long time；〃 Alehin began； 〃ever since I left the University。 I am an idle gentleman by education； a studious person by disposition； but there was a big debt owing on the estate when I came here； and as my father was in debt partly because he had spent so much on my education； I resolved not to go away； but to work till I paid off the debt。 I made up my mind to this and set to work； not； I must confess； without some repugnance。 The land here does not yield much； and if one is not to farm at a loss one must employ serf labour or hired labourers； which is almost the same thing； or put it on a peasant footing that is； work the fields oneself and with one's family。 There is no middle path。 But in those days I did not go into such subtleties。 I did not leave a clod of earth unturned； I gathered together all the peasants； men and women； from the neighbouring villages； the work went on at a tremendous pace。 I myself ploughed and sowed and reaped； and was bored doing it； and frowned with disgust； like a village cat driven by hunger to eat cucumbers in the kitchen…garden。 My body ached； and I slept as I walked。 At first it seemed to me that I could easily reconcile this life of toil with my cultured habits； to do so； I thought； all that is necessary is to maintain a certain external order in life。 I established myself upstairs here in the best rooms； and ordered them to bring me there coffee and liquor after lunch and dinner； and when I went to bed I read every night the _Yyesnik Evropi_。 But one day our priest； Father Ivan； came and drank up all my liquor at one sitting； and the _Yyesnik Evropi_ went to the priest's daughters； as in the summer； especially at the haymaking； I did not succeed in getting to my bed at all； and slept in the sledge in the barn； or somewhere in the forester's lodge； what chance was there of reading？ Little by little I moved downstairs； began dining in the servants' kitchen； and of my former luxury nothing is left but the servants who were in my father's service； and whom it would be painful to turn away。
〃In the first years I was elected here an honourary justice of the peace。 I used to have to go to the town and take part in the sessions of the congress and of the circuit court； and this was a pleasant change for me。 When you live here for two or three months without a break； especially in the winter； you begin at last to pine for a black coat。 And in the circuit court there were frock…coats； and uniforms； and dress…coats； too； all lawyers； men who have received a general education； I had some one to talk to。 After sleeping in the sledge and dining in the kitchen； to sit in an arm…chair in clean linen； in thin boots； with a chain on one's waistcoat； is such luxury！
〃I received a warm welcome in the town。 I made friends eagerly。 And of all my acquaintanceships the most intimate and； to tell the truth； the most agreeable to me was my acquaintance with Luganovitch； the vice…president of the circuit court。 You both know him： a most charming personality。 It all happened just after a celebrated case of incendiarism； the preliminary investigation lasted two days； we were exhausted。 Luganovitch looked at me and said：
〃 'Look here； come round to dinner with me。'
〃This was unexpected； as I knew Luganovitch very little； only officially； and I had never been to his house。 I only just went to my hotel room to change and went off to dinner。 And here it was my lot to meet Anna Alexyevna； Luganovitch's wife。 At that time she was still very young； not more than twenty…two； and her first baby had been born just six months before。 It is all a thing of the past； and now I should find it difficult to define what there was so exceptional in her； what it was in her attracted me so much； at the time； at dinner； it was all perfectly clear to me。 I saw a lovely young； good； intelligent； fascinating woman； such as I had never met before； and I felt her at once some one close and already familiar； as though that face； those cordial； intelligent eyes； I had seen somewhere in my childhood； in the album which lay on my mother's chest of drawers。
〃Four Jews were charged with being incendiaries； were regarded as a gang of robbers； and； to my mind； quite groundlessly。 At dinner I was very much excited； I was uncomfortable； and I don't know what I said； but Anna Alexyevna kept shaking her head and saying to her husband：
〃 'Dmitry； how is this？'
〃Luganovitch is a good…natured man； one of those simple…hearted people who firmly maintain the opinion that once a man is charged before a court he is guilty； and to express doubt of the correctness of a sentence cannot be done except in legal form on paper； and not at dinner and in private conversation。
〃 'You and I did not set fire to the place；' he said softly； 'and you see we are not condemned； and not in prison。'
〃And both husband and wife tried to make me eat and drink as much as possible。 From some trifling details； from the way they made the coffee together； for instance； and from the way they understood each other at half a word； I could gather that they lived in harmony and comfort； and that they were glad of a visitor。 After dinner they played a duet on the piano； then it got dark； and I went home。 That was at the beginning of spri