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give me some tea。 Dolly; I must insist on your eating a good
breakfast: I cannot away with your pale cheeks and that
Patience…on…a Monument kind of look。 (Toast; Barbara。) At
Edenside you ate and drank and looked like Hebe。 What have you
done with your appetite?
DOROTHY。 I don't know; aunt; I'm sure。
MISS FOSTER。 Then consider; please; and recover it as soon as
you can: to a young lady in your position a good appetite is an
attraction … almost a virtue。 Do you know that your brother
arrives this morning?
DOROTHY。 Dear Anthony! Where is his letter; Aunt Evelina? I am
pleased that he should leave London and its perils; if only for a
day。
MISS FOSTER。 My dear; there are moments when you positively
amaze。 (Barbara; some PATE; if you please!) I beg you not to be
a prude。 All women; of course; are virtuous; but a prude is
something I regard with abhorrence。 The Cornet is seeing life;
which is exactly what he wanted。 You brought him up surprisingly
well; I have always admired you for it; but let us admit … as
women of the world; my dear … it was no upbringing for a man。
You and that fine solemn fellow; John Fenwick; led a life that
was positively no better than the Middle Ages; and between the
two of you; poor Anthony (who; I am sure; was a most passive
creature!) was so packed with principle and admonition that I vow
and declare he reminded me of Issachar stooping between his two
burdens。 It washigh time for him to be done with your
apron…string; my dear: he has all his wild oats to sow; and that
is an occupation which it is unwise to defer too long。 By the
bye; have you heard the news? The Duke of York has done us a
service for which I was unprepared。 (More tea; Barbara!) George
Austin; bringing the prince in his train; is with us once more。
DOROTHY。 I knew he was coming。
MISS FOSTER。 You knew; child? and did not tell? You are a
public criminal。
DOROTHY。 I did not think it mattered; Aunt Evelina。
MISS FOSTER。 O do not make…believe。 I am in love with him
myself; and have been any time since Nelson and the Nile。 As for
you; Dolly; since he went away six months ago; you have been
positively in the megrims。 I shall date your loss of appetite
from George Austin's vanishing。 No; my dear; our family require
entertainment: we must have wit about us; and beauty; and the
BEL AIR。
BARBARA。 Well; Miss Dorothy; perhaps it's out of my place: but
I do hope Mr。 Austin will come: I should love to have him see my
necklace on。
DOROTHY。 Necklace? what necklace? Did he give you a necklace?
BARBARA。 Yes; indeed; Miss; that he did: the very same day he
drove you in his curricle to Penshurst。 You remember; Miss; I
couldn't go。
DOROTHY。 I remember。
MISS FOSTER。 And so do I。 I had a touch of 。 。 。 Foster in the
blood: the family gout; dears! 。 。 。 And you; you ungrateful
nymph; had him a whole day to yourself; and not a word to tell me
when you returned。
DOROTHY。 I remember。 (RISING。) Is that the necklace; Barbara?
It does not suit you。 Give it me。
BARBARA。 La; Miss Dorothy; I wouldn't for the world。
DOROTHY。 Come; give it me。 I want it。 Thank you: you shall
have my birthday pearls instead。
MISS FOSTER。 Why; Dolly; I believe you're jealous of the maid。
Foster; Foster: always a Foster trick to wear the willow in
anger。
DOROTHY。 I do not think; madam; that I am of a jealous habit。
MISS FOSTER。 O; the personage is your excuse! And I can tell
you; child; that when George Austin was playing Florizel to the
Duchess's Perdita; all the maids in England fell a prey to green…
eyed melancholy。 It was the TON; you see: not to pine for that
Sylvander was to resign from good society。
DOROTHY。 Aunt Evelina; stop; I cannot endure to hear you。 What
is he after all but just Beau Austin? What has he done … with
half a century of good health; what has he done that is either
memorable or worthy? Diced and danced and set fashions;
vanquished in a drawing…room; fought for a word; what else? As
if these were the meaning of life! Do not make me think so
poorly of all of us women。 Sure; we can rise to admire a better
kind of man than Mr。 Austin。 We are not all to be snared with
the eye; dear aunt; and those that are … O! I know not whether I
more hate or pity them。
MISS FOSTER。 You will give me leave; my niece: such talk is
neither becoming in a young lady nor creditable to your
understanding。 The world was made a great while before Miss
Dorothy Musgrave; and you will do much better to ripen your
opinions; and in the meantime read your letter; which I perceive
you have not opened。 (DOROTHY OPENS AND READS LETTER。) Barbara;
child; you should not listen at table。
BARBARA。 Sure; madam; I hope I know my place。
MISS FOSTER。 Then do not do it again。
DOROTHY。 Poor John Fenwick! he coming here!
MISS FOSTER。 Well; and why not? Dorothy; my darling child; you
give me pain。 You never had but one chance; let me tell you
pointedly: and that was John Fenwick。 If I were you; I would
not let my vanity so blind me。 This is not the way to marry。
DOROTHY。 Dear aunt; I shall never marry。
MISS FOSTER。 A fiddlestick's end! every one must marry。
(RISING。) Are you for the Pantiles?
DOROTHY。 Not to…day; dear;
MISS FOSTER。 Well; well! have your wish; Dolorosa。 Barbara;
attend and dress me。
SCENE III
DOROTHY
DOROTHY。 How she tortures me; poor aunt; my poor blind aunt; and
I … I could break her heart with a word。 That she should see
nothing; know nothing … there's where it kills。 O; it is more
than I can bear 。 。 。 and yet; how much less than I deserve! Mad
girl; of what do I complain? that this dear innocent woman still
believes me good; still pierces me to the soul with trustfulness。
Alas; and were it otherwise; were her dear eyes opened to the
truth; what were left me but death? … He; too … she must still be
praising him; and every word is a lash upon my conscience。 If I
could die of my secret: if I could cease … but one moment cease
… this living lie; if I could sleep and forget and be at rest! …
Poor John! (READING THE LETTER) he at least is guiltless; and yet
for my fault he too must suffer; he too must bear part in my
shame。 Poor John Fenwick! Has he come back with the old story:
with what might have been; perhaps; had we stayed by Edenside?
Eden? yes; my Eden; from which I fell。 O my old north country;
my old river … the river of my innocence; the old country of my
hopes … how could I endure to look on you now? And how to meet
John? … John; with the old love on his lips; the old; honest;
innocent; faithful heart! There was a Dorothy once who was not
unfit to ride with him; her heart as light as his; her life as
clear as the bright rivers we forded; he called her his Diana; he
crowned her so with rowan。 Where is that Dorothy now? that
Diana? she that was everything to John? For O; I did him good;
I know I did him good; I will still believe I did him good: I
made him honest and kind and a true man; alas; and could not
guide myself! And now; how will he despise me! For he shall
know;