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hey were advancing rapidly towards the hut of the Solitary。
While the ground was favourable； the speed of their journey was such as to prevent much communication； but when a steep ascent compelled them to slacken their pace； a new cause of apprehension occurred to Miss Vere's mind。
〃Mr。 Ratcliffe；〃 she said； pulling up her horse's bridle； 〃let us prosecute no farther a journey； which nothing but the extreme agitation of my mind can vindicate my having undertakenI am well aware that this man passes among the vulgar as being possessed of supernatural powers； and carrying on an intercourse with beings of another world； but I would have you aware I am neither to be imposed on by such follies； nor； were I to believe in their existence； durst I； with my feelings of religion； apply to this being in my distress。〃
〃I should have thought； Miss Vere；〃 replied Ratcliffe； 〃my character and habits of thinking were so well known to you； that you might have held me exculpated from crediting in such absurdity。〃
〃But in what other mode；〃 said Isabella； 〃can a being； so miserable himself in appearance； possess the power of assisting me？〃
〃Miss Vere。〃 said Ratcliffe； after a momentary pause； 〃I am bound by a solemn oath of secrecyYou must； without farther explanation； be satisfied with my pledged assurance； that he does possess the power； if you can inspire him with the will； and that； I doubt not； you will be able to do。〃
〃Mr。 Ratcliffe；〃 said Miss Vere； 〃you may yourself be mistaken； you ask an unlimited degree of confidence from me。〃
〃Recollect； Miss Vere；〃 he replied； 〃that when； in your humanity； you asked me to interfere with your father in favour of Haswell and his ruined familywhen you requested me to prevail on him to do a thing most abhorrent to his natureto forgive an injury and remit a penaltyI stipulated that you should ask me no questions concerning the sources of my influenceYou found no reason to distrust me then； do not distrust me now。〃
〃But the extraordinary mode of life of this man；〃 said Miss Vere； 〃his seclusionhis figurethe deepness of mis…anthropy which he is said to express in his languageMr。 Ratcliffe； what can I think of him if he really possesses the powers you ascribe to him？〃
〃This man； young lady； was bred a Catholic； a sect which affords a thousand instances of those who have retired from power and affluence to voluntary privations more strict even than his。〃
〃But he avows no religious motive；〃 replied Miss Vere。
〃No；〃 replied Ratcliffe； 〃disgust with the world has operated his retreat from it without assuming the veil of superstition。 Thus far I may tell youhe was born to great wealth； which his parents designed should become greater by his union with a kinswoman； whom for that purpose they bred up in their own house。 You have seen his figure； judge what the young lady must have thought of the lot to which she was destinedYet； habituated to his appearance； she showed no reluctance； and the friends ofof the person whom I speak of； doubted not that the excess of his attachment； the various acquisitions of his mind； his many and amiable qualities； had overcome the natural horror which his destined bride must have entertained at an exterior so dreadfully inauspicious。〃
〃And did they judge truly？〃 said Isabella。
〃You shall hear。 He； at least； was fully aware of his own deficiency； the sense of it haunted him like a phantom。 'I am；' was his own expression to me；I mean to a man whom he trusted； 'I am； in spite of what you would say； a poor miserable outcast； fitter to have been smothered in the cradle than to have been brought up to scare the world in which I crawl。' The person whom he addressed in vain endeavoured to impress him with the indifference to external form which is the natural result of philosophy； or entreat him to recall the superiority of mental talents to the more attractive attributes that are merely personal。 'I hear you；' he would reply； 'but you speak the voice of cold…blooded stoicism； or； at least； of friendly partiality。 But look at every book which we have read； those excepted of that abstract philosophy which feels no responsive voice in our natural feelings。 Is not personal form； such as at least can be tolerated without horror and disgust； always represented as essential to our ideas of a friend； far more a lover？ Is not such a mis…shapen monster as I am； excluded； by the very fiat of Nature； from her fairest enjoyments？ What but my wealth prevents allperhaps even Letitia； or youfrom shunning me as something foreign to your nature； and more odious； by bearing that distorted resemblance to humanity which we observe in the animal tribes that are more hateful to man because they seem his caricature？'〃
〃You repeat the sentiments of a madman；〃 said Miss Vere。
〃No；〃 replied her conductor； 〃unless a morbid and excessive sensibility on such a subject can be termed insanity。 〃Yet I will not deny that this governing feeling and apprehension carried the person who entertained it； to lengths which indicated a deranged imagination。 He appeared to think that it was necessary for him； by exuberant； and not always well…chosen instances of liberality； and even profusion； to unite himself to the human race； from which he conceived himself naturally dissevered。 The benefits which he bestowed； from a disposition naturally philanthropical in an uncommon degree； were exaggerated by the influence of the goading reflection； that more was necessary from him than from others；lavishing his treasures as if to bribe mankind to receive him into their class。 It is scarcely necessary to say； that the bounty which flowed from a source so capricious was often abused； and his confidence frequently betrayed。 These disappointments； which occur to all； more or less； and most to such as confer benefits without just discrimination； his diseased fancy set down to the hatred and contempt excited by his personal deformity。 But I fatigue you； Miss Vere？〃
〃No； by no means； II could not prevent my attention from wandering an instant； pray proceed。〃
〃He became at length；〃 continued Ratcliffe； 〃the most ingenious self…tormentor of whom I have ever heard； the scoff of the rabble； and the sneer of the yet more brutal vulgar of his own rank； was to him agony and breaking on the wheel。 He regarded the laugh of the common people whom he passed on the street； and the suppressed titter； or yet more offensive terror； of the young girls to whom he was introduced in company； as proofs of the true sense which the world entertained of him； as a prodigy unfit to be received among them on the usual terms of society； and as vindicating the wisdom of his purpose in withdrawing himself from among them。 On the faith and sincerity of two persons alone； he seemed to rely implicitlyon that of his betrothed bride； and of a friend eminently gifted in personal accomplishments； who seemed； and indeed probably was； sincerely attached to him。 He ought to have been so at least； for he was literally loaded with benefits by him whom you are now about to see。 The parents of the subject of my story died within a short space of each other。 Their death postponed the marriage； for which the day had been fixed。