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lay morals-第15章

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To deal fitly with a letter so extraordinary; I must draw at  the outset on my private knowledge of the signatory and his  sect。  It may offend others; scarcely you; who have been so  busy to collect; so bold to publish; gossip on your rivals。   And this is perhaps the moment when I may best explain to you  the character of what you are to read: I conceive you as a  man quite beyond and below the reticences of civility: with  what measure you mete; with that shall it be measured you  again; with you; at last; I rejoice to feel the button off  the foil and to plunge home。  And if in aught that I shall  say I should offend others; your colleagues; whom I respect  and remember with affection; I can but offer them my regret;  I am not free; I am inspired by the consideration of  interests far more large; and such pain as can be inflicted  by anything from me must be indeed trifling when compared  with the pain with which they read your letter。  It is not  the hangman; but the criminal; that brings dishonour on the  house。

You belong; sir; to a sect … I believe my sect; and that in  which my ancestors laboured … which has enjoyed; and partly  failed to utilise; an exceptional advantage in the islands of  Hawaii。  The first missionaries came; they found the land  already self…purged of its old and bloody faith; they were  embraced; almost on their arrival; with enthusiasm; what  troubles they supported came far more from whites than from  Hawaiians; and to these last they stood (in a rough figure)  in the shoes of God。  This is not the place to enter into the  degree or causes of their failure; such as it is。  One  element alone is pertinent; and must here be plainly dealt  with。  In the course of their evangelical calling; they … or  too many of them … grew rich。  It may be news to you that the  houses of missionaries are a cause of mocking on the streets  of Honolulu。  It will at least be news to you; that when I  returned your civil visit; the driver of my cab commented on  the size; the taste; and the comfort of your home。  It would  have been news certainly to myself; had any one told me that  afternoon that I should live to drag such matter into print。   But you see; sir; how you degrade better men to your own  level; and it is needful that those who are to judge betwixt  you and me; betwixt Damien and the devil's advocate; should  understand your letter to have been penned in a house which  could raise; and that very justly; the envy and the comments  of the passers…by。  I think (to employ a phrase of yours  which I admire) it 'should be attributed' to you that you  have never visited the scene of Damien's life and death。  If  you had; and had recalled it; and looked about your pleasant  rooms; even your pen perhaps would have been stayed。

Your sect (and remember; as far as any sect avows me; it is  mine) has not done ill in a worldly sense in the Hawaiian  Kingdom。  When calamity befell their innocent parishioners;  when leprosy descended and took root in the Eight Islands; a  QUID PRO QUO was to be looked for。  To that prosperous  mission; and to you; as one of its adornments; God had sent  at last an opportunity。  I know I am touching here upon a  nerve acutely sensitive。  I know that others of your  colleagues look back on the inertia of your Church; and the  intrusive and decisive heroism of Damien; with something  almost to be called remorse。  I am sure it is so with  yourself; I am persuaded your letter was inspired by a  certain envy; not essentially ignoble; and the one human  trait to be espied in that performance。  You were thinking of  the lost chance; the past day; of that which should have been  conceived and was not; of the service due and not rendered。   Time was; said the voice in your ear; in your pleasant room;  as you sat raging and writing; and if the words written were  base beyond parallel; the rage; I am happy to repeat … it is  the only compliment I shall pay you … the rage was almost  virtuous。  But; sir; when we have failed; and another has  succeeded; when we have stood by; and another has stepped in;  when we sit and grow bulky in our charming mansions; and a  plain; uncouth peasant steps into the battle; under the eyes  of God; and succours the afflicted; and consoles the dying;  and is himself afflicted in his turn; and dies upon the field  of honour … the battle cannot be retrieved as your unhappy  irritation has suggested。  It is a lost battle; and lost for  ever。  One thing remained to you in your defeat … some rags  of common honour; and these you have made haste to cast away。

Common honour; not the honour of having done anything right;  but the honour of not having done aught conspicuously foul;  the honour of the inert: that was what remained to you。  We  are not all expected to be Damiens; a man may conceive his  duty more narrowly; he may love his comforts better; and none  will cast a stone at him for that。  But will a gentleman of  your reverend profession allow me an example from the fields  of gallantry?  When two gentlemen compete for the favour of a  lady; and the one succeeds and the other is rejected; and (as  will sometimes happen) matter damaging to the successful  rival's credit reaches the ear of the defeated; it is held by  plain men of no pretensions that his mouth is; in the  circumstance; almost necessarily closed。  Your Church and  Damien's were in Hawaii upon a rivalry to do well: to help;  to edify; to set divine examples。  You having (in one huge  instance) failed; and Damien succeeded; I marvel it should  not have occurred to you that you were doomed to silence;  that when you had been outstripped in that high rivalry; and  sat inglorious in the midst of your wellbeing; in your  pleasant room … and Damien; crowned with glories and horrors;  toiled and rotted in that pigsty of his under the cliffs of  Kalawao … you; the elect who would not; were the last man on  earth to collect and propagate gossip on the volunteer who  would and did。

I think I see you … for I try to see you in the flesh as I  write these sentences … I think I see you leap at the word  pigsty; a hyperbolical expression at the best。  'He had no  hand in the reforms;' he was 'a coarse; dirty man'; these  were your own words; and you may think it possible that I am  come to support you with fresh evidence。  In a sense; it is  even so。  Damien has been too much depicted with a  conventional halo and conventional features; so drawn by men  who perhaps had not the eye to remark or the pen to express  the individual; or who perhaps were only blinded and silenced  by generous admiration; such as I partly envy for myself …  such as you; if your soul were enlightened; would envy on  your bended knees。  It is the least defect of such a method  of portraiture that it makes the path easy for the devil's  advocate; and leaves for the misuse of the slanderer a  considerable field of truth。  For the truth that is  suppressed by friends is the readiest weapon of the enemy。   The world; in your despite; may perhaps owe you something; if  your letter be the means of substituting once for all a  credible likeness for a wax abstraction。  For; if that world  at all remember you; on the day when Damien of Molok
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