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lay morals-第54章

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ance looked up to greet him  with a smile; but finding her smile was not returned; she  fell into embarrassment and stuck the more busily to her  employment。  Man or woman; the whole world looks well at any  work to which they are accustomed; but the girl was ashamed  of what she did。  She was ashamed; besides; of the sun…bonnet  that so well became her; and ashamed of her bare arms; which  were her greatest beauty。

'Nausicaa;' said Mr。 Archer at last; 'I find you like  Nausicaa。'

'And who was she?' asked Nance; and laughed in spite of  herself; an empty and embarrassed laugh; that sounded in Mr。  Archer's ears; indeed; like music; but to her own like the  last grossness of rusticity。

'She was a princess of the Grecian islands;' he replied。  'A  king; being shipwrecked; found her washing by the shore。   Certainly I; too; was shipwrecked;' he continued; plucking at  the grass。  'There was never a more desperate castaway … to  fall from polite life; fortune; a shrine of honour; a  grateful conscience; duties willingly taken up and faithfully  discharged; and to fall to this … idleness; poverty;  inutility; remorse。'  He seemed to have forgotten her  presence; but here he remembered her again。  'Nance;' said  he; 'would you have a man sit down and suffer or rise up and  strive?'

'Nay;' she said。  'I would always rather see him doing。'

'Ha!' said Mr。 Archer; 'but yet you speak from an imperfect  knowledge。  Conceive a man damned to a choice of only evil …  misconduct upon either side; not a fault behind him; and yet  naught before him but this choice of sins。  How would you say  then?'

'I would say that he was much deceived; Mr。 Archer;' returned  Nance。  'I would say there was a third choice; and that the  right one。'

'I tell you;' said Mr。 Archer; 'the man I have in view hath  two ways open; and no more。  One to wait; like a poor mewling  baby; till Fate save or ruin him; the other to take his  troubles in his hand; and to perish or be saved at once。  It  is no point of morals; both are wrong。  Either way this step… child of Providence must fall; which shall he choose; by  doing or not doing?'

'Fall; then; is what I would say;' replied Nance。  'Fall  where you will; but do it!  For O; Mr。 Archer;' she  continued; stooping to her work; 'you that are good and kind;  and so wise; it doth sometimes go against my heart to see you  live on here like a sheep in a turnip…field!  If you were  braver … ' and here she paused; conscience…smitten。

'Do I; indeed; lack courage?' inquired Mr。 Archer of himself。   'Courage; the footstool of the virtues; upon which they  stand?  Courage; that a poor private carrying a musket has to  spare of; that does not fail a weasel or a rat; that is a  brutish faculty?  I to fail there; I wonder?  But what is  courage; then?  The constancy to endure oneself or to see  others suffer?  The itch of ill…advised activity: mere  shuttle…wittedness; or to be still and patient?  To inquire  of the significance of words is to rob ourselves of what we  seem to know; and yet; of all things; certainly to stand  still is the least heroic。  Nance;' he said; 'did you ever  hear of HAMLET?'

'Never;' said Nance。

''Tis an old play;' returned Mr。 Archer; 'and frequently  enacted。  This while I have been talking Hamlet。  You must  know this Hamlet was a Prince among the Danes;' and he told  her the play in a very good style; here and there quoting a  verse or two with solemn emphasis。

'It is strange;' said Nance; 'he was then a very poor  creature?'

'That was what he could not tell;' said Mr。 Archer。  'Look at  me; am I as poor a creature?'

She looked; and what she saw was the familiar thought of all  her hours; the tall figure very plainly habited in black; the  spotless ruffles; the slim hands; the long; well…shapen;  serious; shaven face; the wide and somewhat thin…lipped  mouth; the dark eyes that were so full of depth and change  and colour。  He was gazing at her with his brows a little  knit; his chin upon one hand and that elbow resting on his  knee。

'Ye look a man!' she cried; 'ay; and should be a great one!   The more shame to you to lie here idle like a dog before the  fire。'

'My fair Holdaway;' quoth Mr。 Archer; 'you are much set on  action。  I cannot dig; to beg I am ashamed。'  He continued;  looking at her with a half…absent fixity; ''Tis a strange  thing; certainly; that in my years of fortune I should never  taste happiness; and now when I am broke; enjoy so much of  it; for was I ever happier than to…day?  Was the grass  softer; the stream pleasanter in sound; the air milder; the  heart more at peace?  Why should I not sink?  To dig … why;  after all; it should be easy。  To take a mate; too?  Love is  of all grades since Jupiter; love fails to none; and  children' … but here he passed his hand suddenly over his  eyes。  'O fool and coward; fool and coward!' he said  bitterly; 'can you forget your fetters?  You did not know  that I was fettered; Nance?' he asked; again addressing her。

But Nance was somewhat sore。  'I know you keep talking;' she  said; and; turning half away from him; began to wring out a  sheet across her shoulder。  'I wonder you are not wearied of  your voice。  When the hands lie abed the tongue takes a  walk。'

Mr。 Archer laughed unpleasantly; rose and moved to the  water's edge。  In this part the body of the river poured  across a little narrow fell; ran some ten feet very smoothly  over a bed of pebbles; then getting wind; as it were; of  another shelf of rock which barred the channel; began; by  imperceptible degrees; to separate towards either shore in  dancing currents; and to leave the middle clear and stagnant。   The set towards either side was nearly equal; about one half  of the whole water plunged on the side of the castle; through  a narrow gullet; about one half ran ripping past the margin  of the green and slipped across a babbling rapid。

'Here;' said Mr。 Archer; after he had looked for some time at  the fine and shifting demarcation of these currents; 'come  here and see me try my fortune。'

'I am not like a man;' said Nance; 'I have no time to waste。'

'Come here;' he said again。  'I ask you seriously; Nance。  We  are not always childish when we seem so。'

She drew a little nearer。

'Now;' said he; 'you see these two channels … choose one。'

'I'll choose the nearest; to save time;' said Nance。

'Well; that shall be for action;' returned Mr。 Archer。  'And  since I wish to have the odds against me; not only the other  channel but yon stagnant water in the midst shall be for  lying still。  You see this?' he continued; pulling up a  withered rush。  'I break it in three。  I shall put each  separately at the top of the upper fall; and according as  they go by your way or by the other I shall guide my life。'

'This is very silly;' said Nance; with a movement of her  shoulders。

'I do not think it so;' said Mr。 Archer。

'And then;' she resumed; 'if you are to try your fortune; why  not evenly?'

'Nay;' returned Mr。 Archer with a smile; 'no man can put  complete reliance in blind fate; he must still cog the dice。'

By this time he had got upon the rock beside the upper fall;  and; bidding her look out; dropped a piec
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