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ance looked up to greet him with a smile; but finding her smile was not returned; she fell into embarrassment and stuck the more busily to her employment。 Man or woman; the whole world looks well at any work to which they are accustomed; but the girl was ashamed of what she did。 She was ashamed; besides; of the sun…bonnet that so well became her; and ashamed of her bare arms; which were her greatest beauty。
'Nausicaa;' said Mr。 Archer at last; 'I find you like Nausicaa。'
'And who was she?' asked Nance; and laughed in spite of herself; an empty and embarrassed laugh; that sounded in Mr。 Archer's ears; indeed; like music; but to her own like the last grossness of rusticity。
'She was a princess of the Grecian islands;' he replied。 'A king; being shipwrecked; found her washing by the shore。 Certainly I; too; was shipwrecked;' he continued; plucking at the grass。 'There was never a more desperate castaway … to fall from polite life; fortune; a shrine of honour; a grateful conscience; duties willingly taken up and faithfully discharged; and to fall to this … idleness; poverty; inutility; remorse。' He seemed to have forgotten her presence; but here he remembered her again。 'Nance;' said he; 'would you have a man sit down and suffer or rise up and strive?'
'Nay;' she said。 'I would always rather see him doing。'
'Ha!' said Mr。 Archer; 'but yet you speak from an imperfect knowledge。 Conceive a man damned to a choice of only evil … misconduct upon either side; not a fault behind him; and yet naught before him but this choice of sins。 How would you say then?'
'I would say that he was much deceived; Mr。 Archer;' returned Nance。 'I would say there was a third choice; and that the right one。'
'I tell you;' said Mr。 Archer; 'the man I have in view hath two ways open; and no more。 One to wait; like a poor mewling baby; till Fate save or ruin him; the other to take his troubles in his hand; and to perish or be saved at once。 It is no point of morals; both are wrong。 Either way this step… child of Providence must fall; which shall he choose; by doing or not doing?'
'Fall; then; is what I would say;' replied Nance。 'Fall where you will; but do it! For O; Mr。 Archer;' she continued; stooping to her work; 'you that are good and kind; and so wise; it doth sometimes go against my heart to see you live on here like a sheep in a turnip…field! If you were braver … ' and here she paused; conscience…smitten。
'Do I; indeed; lack courage?' inquired Mr。 Archer of himself。 'Courage; the footstool of the virtues; upon which they stand? Courage; that a poor private carrying a musket has to spare of; that does not fail a weasel or a rat; that is a brutish faculty? I to fail there; I wonder? But what is courage; then? The constancy to endure oneself or to see others suffer? The itch of ill…advised activity: mere shuttle…wittedness; or to be still and patient? To inquire of the significance of words is to rob ourselves of what we seem to know; and yet; of all things; certainly to stand still is the least heroic。 Nance;' he said; 'did you ever hear of HAMLET?'
'Never;' said Nance。
''Tis an old play;' returned Mr。 Archer; 'and frequently enacted。 This while I have been talking Hamlet。 You must know this Hamlet was a Prince among the Danes;' and he told her the play in a very good style; here and there quoting a verse or two with solemn emphasis。
'It is strange;' said Nance; 'he was then a very poor creature?'
'That was what he could not tell;' said Mr。 Archer。 'Look at me; am I as poor a creature?'
She looked; and what she saw was the familiar thought of all her hours; the tall figure very plainly habited in black; the spotless ruffles; the slim hands; the long; well…shapen; serious; shaven face; the wide and somewhat thin…lipped mouth; the dark eyes that were so full of depth and change and colour。 He was gazing at her with his brows a little knit; his chin upon one hand and that elbow resting on his knee。
'Ye look a man!' she cried; 'ay; and should be a great one! The more shame to you to lie here idle like a dog before the fire。'
'My fair Holdaway;' quoth Mr。 Archer; 'you are much set on action。 I cannot dig; to beg I am ashamed。' He continued; looking at her with a half…absent fixity; ''Tis a strange thing; certainly; that in my years of fortune I should never taste happiness; and now when I am broke; enjoy so much of it; for was I ever happier than to…day? Was the grass softer; the stream pleasanter in sound; the air milder; the heart more at peace? Why should I not sink? To dig … why; after all; it should be easy。 To take a mate; too? Love is of all grades since Jupiter; love fails to none; and children' … but here he passed his hand suddenly over his eyes。 'O fool and coward; fool and coward!' he said bitterly; 'can you forget your fetters? You did not know that I was fettered; Nance?' he asked; again addressing her。
But Nance was somewhat sore。 'I know you keep talking;' she said; and; turning half away from him; began to wring out a sheet across her shoulder。 'I wonder you are not wearied of your voice。 When the hands lie abed the tongue takes a walk。'
Mr。 Archer laughed unpleasantly; rose and moved to the water's edge。 In this part the body of the river poured across a little narrow fell; ran some ten feet very smoothly over a bed of pebbles; then getting wind; as it were; of another shelf of rock which barred the channel; began; by imperceptible degrees; to separate towards either shore in dancing currents; and to leave the middle clear and stagnant。 The set towards either side was nearly equal; about one half of the whole water plunged on the side of the castle; through a narrow gullet; about one half ran ripping past the margin of the green and slipped across a babbling rapid。
'Here;' said Mr。 Archer; after he had looked for some time at the fine and shifting demarcation of these currents; 'come here and see me try my fortune。'
'I am not like a man;' said Nance; 'I have no time to waste。'
'Come here;' he said again。 'I ask you seriously; Nance。 We are not always childish when we seem so。'
She drew a little nearer。
'Now;' said he; 'you see these two channels … choose one。'
'I'll choose the nearest; to save time;' said Nance。
'Well; that shall be for action;' returned Mr。 Archer。 'And since I wish to have the odds against me; not only the other channel but yon stagnant water in the midst shall be for lying still。 You see this?' he continued; pulling up a withered rush。 'I break it in three。 I shall put each separately at the top of the upper fall; and according as they go by your way or by the other I shall guide my life。'
'This is very silly;' said Nance; with a movement of her shoulders。
'I do not think it so;' said Mr。 Archer。
'And then;' she resumed; 'if you are to try your fortune; why not evenly?'
'Nay;' returned Mr。 Archer with a smile; 'no man can put complete reliance in blind fate; he must still cog the dice。'
By this time he had got upon the rock beside the upper fall; and; bidding her look out; dropped a piec