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Dumont colored and haughtily raised his head。 He met the colonel's fiery gaze without flinching。
〃I was no worse than other young men〃
〃It's a slander upon young men for you to say that theythat any of them with a spark of decencywould do as you have done； as you DO！ Leave my office at once； sir！〃
〃I've not only repentedI've shown that I was ashamed ofof that；〃 said Dumont。 〃Yet you refuse me a chance！〃
The colonel was shaking with anger。
〃You left here for New York last Thursday night；〃 he said。 〃Where and how did you spend Saturday night and Sunday and Monday？〃
Dumont's eyes shifted and sank。
〃It's false；〃 he muttered。 〃It's lies。〃
〃I expected this call from you；〃 continued Colonel Gardiner； 〃and I prepared for it so that I could do what was right。 I'd rather see my daughter in her shroud than in a wedding…dress for you。〃
Dumont left without speaking or looking up。
〃The old fox！〃 he said to himself。 〃Spying on mewhat an idiot I was not to look out for that。 The narrow old fool！ He doesn't know what ‘man of the world' means。 But I'll marry her in spite of him。 I'll let nobody cheat me out of what I want； what belongs to me。〃
A few nights afterward he went to a dance at Braddock's； hunted out Pauline and seated himself beside her。 In a year he had not been so near her； though they had seen each other every few days and he had written her many letters which she had read； had treasured； but had been held from answering by her sense of honor； unless her looks whenever their eyes met could be called answers。
〃You mustn't； Jack；〃 she said； her breath coming fast； her eyes fever…bright。 〃Father has forbidden meand it'll only make him the harder。〃
〃You； too； Polly？ Well； then； I don't care what becomes of me。〃
He looked so desperate that she was frightened。
〃It isn't that； Jackyou KNOW it isn't that。〃
〃I've been to see your father。 And he told me he'd never consentnever！ I don't deserve thatand I can't stand it to lose you。 No matter what I've done； God knows I love you； Polly。〃
Pauline's face was pale。 Her hands； in her lap； were gripping her little handkerchief。
〃You don't say that； tooyou don't say ‘never'？〃
She raised her eyes to his and their look thrilled through and through him。 〃Yes； John； I say ‘never'I'll NEVER give you up。〃
All the decent instincts in his nature showed in his handsome face； in which time had not as yet had the chance clearly to write character。 〃No wonder I love youthere never was anybody so brave and so true as you。 But you must help me。 I must see you and talk to youonce in a while； anyhow。〃
Pauline flushed painfully。
〃Not tilltheylet meor I'm older； John。 They've always trusted me and left me free。 And I can't deceive them。〃
He liked thisit was another proof that she was； through and through； the sort of woman who was worthy to be his wife。
〃Wellwe'll wait；〃 he said。 〃And if they won't be fair to us； why； we'll have a right to do the best we can。〃 He gave her a tragic look。
〃I've set my heart on you； Polly； and I never can stand it not to get what I've set my heart on。 If I lost you； I'd go straight to ruin。〃
She might have been a great deal older and wiser and still not have seen in this a confirmation of her father's judgment of her lover。 And her parents had unconsciously driven her into a mental state in which； if he had committed a crime； it would have seemed to her their fault rather than his。 The next day she opened the subject with her motherthe subject that was never out of their minds。
〃I can't forget him； mother。 I CAN'T give him up。〃 With the splendid confidence of youth； 〃I can save himhe'll do anything for my sake。〃 With the touching ignorance of youth； 〃He's done nothing so very dreadful； I'm sureI'd believe him against the whole world。〃
And in the evening her mother approached her father。 She was in sympathy with Pauline； though her loyalty to her husband made her careful not to show it。 She had small confidence in a man's judgments of men on their woman…side； great confidence in the power of women to change and uplift men。
〃Father；〃 said she； when they were alone on the side porch after supper； 〃have you noticed how hard Polly is taking IT？〃
His eyes and the sudden deepening of the lines in his face answered her。
〃Don't you think maybe we've been a littletoosevere？〃
〃I've tried to think so； but〃 He shook his head。 〃Maggie； he's hopeless； hopeless。〃
〃I don't know much about those things。〃 This was a mere form of speech。 She thought she knew all there was to be known； and as she was an intelligent woman who had lived a long time and had a normal human curiosity she did know a great deal。 But； after the fashion of many of the women of the older generation； she had left undisturbed his delusion that her goodness was the result not of intelligence but of ignorance。 〃But I can't help fearing it isn't right to condemn a young man forever because he was led away as a boy。〃
〃I can't discuss it with you； Maggieit's a degradation even to speak of him before a good woman。 You must rely upon my judgment。 Polly must put him out of her head。〃
〃But what am I to tell her？ You can't make a woman like our Pauline put a man out of her life when she loves him unless you give her a reason that satisfies her。 And if you don't give ME a reason that satisfies me how can I give HER a reason that will satisfy her？〃
〃I'll talk to her；〃 said the colonel； after a long pause。 〃She mustshe shall give him up； mother。〃
〃I've tried to persuade her to go to visit Olivia；〃 continued Mrs。 Gardiner。 〃But she won't。 And she doesn't want me to ask Olivia here。〃
〃I'll ask Olivia before I speak to her。〃
Mrs。 Gardiner went up to her daughter's roomit had been her play…room； then her study； and was now graduated into her sitting…room。 She was dreaming over a bookTennyson's poems。 She looked up； eyes full of hope。
〃He has some good reason； dear；〃 began her mother。
〃What is it？〃 demanded Pauline。
〃I can't tell you any more than I've told you already；〃 replied her mother； trying not to show her feelings in her face。
〃Why does he treat metreat youlike two naughty little children？〃 said Pauline； impatiently tossing the book on the table。
〃Pauline！〃 Her mother's voice was sharp in reproof。 〃How can you place any one before your father！〃
Pauline was silentshe had dropped the veil over herself。 〃IIwhere did you place fatherwhenwhen〃 Her eyes were laughing again。
〃You know he'd never oppose your happiness； Polly。〃 Mrs。 Gardiner was smoothing her daughter's turbulent red…brown hair。 〃You'll only have to wait under a little more trying circumstances。 And if he's right； the truth will come out。 And if he's mistaken and John's all you think him； then that will come out。〃
Pauline knew her father was not opposing her through tyranny or pride of opinion or sheer prejudice； but she felt that this was another case of age's lack of sympathy with youth； felt it with all the intensity of infatuated seventeen made doubly determined by opposition and concealment。 The next evening he and she were walking together in the garden。 He suddenly put his arm round he