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the fifth string-第4章

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I saw only her; played but for her; and

cast my soul at her feet。 She sat indifferent

and silent。 ‘‘Cold?'' you say。 No!

No! Francesca; not cold; superior to

my poor efforts。 I realized my

limitations。 I questioned my genius。 When

I returned to bow my acknowledgments

for the most generous applause I have

ever received; there was no sign on her

part that I had interested her; either

through my talent or by appeal to her

curiosity。 I hoped against hope that

some word might come from her; but I

was doomed to disappointment。 The

critics were fulsome in their praise and

the public was lavish with its plaudits;

but I was abjectly miserable。 Another

sleepless night and I was determined to

see her。 She received me most

graciously; although I fear she thought my

visit one of vanitywounded vanity

and me petulant because of her lack of

appreciation。



Oh; sister mine; I knew better。 I

knew my heart craved one word; however

matter…of…fact; that would rekindle

the hope that was dying within me。



Hesitatingly; and like a clumsy yokel;

I blurted: ‘‘I have been wondering

whether you cared for the performance

I gave?''



‘‘It certainly ought to make little

difference to you;'' she replied; ‘‘the

public was enthusiastic enough in its

endorsement。''



‘‘But I want your opinion;'' I pleaded。



‘‘My opinion would not at all affect

the almost unanimous verdict; ‘‘she

replied calmly。



‘‘And;'' I urged desperately; ‘‘you

were not affected in the least?''



Very coldly she answered; ‘‘Not in

the least;'' and then fearlessly; like a

princess in the Palace of Truth: ‘‘If

ever a man comes who can awaken my

heart; frankly and honestly I will

confess it。''



‘‘Perhaps such a one lives;'' I said;



but has yet to reach the height to win

youyour''



‘‘Speak it;'' she said; ‘‘to win my

love!''



‘‘Yes;'' I cried; startled at her

candor; ‘‘to win your love。'' Hope slowly

rekindled within my breast; and then

with half…closed eyes; and wooingly; she

said:



‘‘No drooping Clytie could be more

constant than I to him who strikes the

chord that is responsive in my soul。''



Her emotion must have surprised her;

but immediately she regained her placidity

and reverted no more to the subject。



I went out into the gathering gloom。

Her words haunted me。 A strange

feeling came over me。 A voice within

me cried: ‘‘Do not play to…night。

Study! study! Perhaps in the full fruition

of your genius your music; like the

warm western wind to the harp; may

bring life to her soul。''



I fled; and I am here。 I am delving

deeper and deeper into the mysteries of

my art; and I pray God each hour that

He may place within my grasp the

wondrous music His blessed angels

sing; for the soul of her I love is at。

tuned to the harmonies of heaven。





Your affectionate brother;

ANGELO。

ISLAND OF BAHAMA; January 2。







VI



When Diotti left New York so

precipitately he took passage

on a coast line steamer sailing for the

Bahama Islands。 Once there; he leased

a small cay; one of a group off the main

land; and lived alone and unattended;

save for the weekly visits of an old

fisherman and his son; who brought

supplies of provisions from the town

miles away。 His dwelling…place;

surrounded with palmetto trees; was little

more than a rough shelter。 Diotti arose

at daylight; and after a simple repast;

betook himself to practise。 Hour after

hour he would let his muse run riot

with his fingers。 Lovingly he wooed

the strings with plaintive song; then

conquering and triumphant would be

his theme。 But neither satisfied him。

The vague dream of a melody more

beautiful than ever man had heard

dwelt hauntingly on the borders of his

imagination; but was no nearer realization

than when he began。 As the day's

work closed; he wearily placed the

violin within its case; murmuring;

‘‘Not yet; not yet; I have not found it。''



Days passed; weeks crept slowly

on; still he worked; but always

with the same result。 One day;

feverish and excited; he played on

in monotone almost listless。 His tired;

over…wrought brain denied a further

thought。 His arm and fingers refused

response to his will。 With an uncontrollable

outburst of grief and anger he

dashed the violin to the floor; where it

lay a hopeless wreck。 Extending his

arms he cried; in the agony of despair:

‘‘It is of no use! If the God of heaven

will not aid me; I ask the prince of

darkness to come。''



A tall; rather spare; but well…made

and handsome man appeared at the

door of the hut。 His manner was that of

one evidently conversant with the usages

of good society。



‘‘I beg pardon;'' said the musician;

surprised and visibly nettled at the

intrusion; and then with forced politeness

he asked: ‘‘To whom am I indebted

for this unexpected visit?''



‘‘Allow me;'' said the stranger taking

a card from his case and handing

it to the musician; who read: ‘‘Satan;''

and; in the lower left…hand corner

‘‘Prince of Darkness。''



‘‘I am the Prince;'' said the stranger;

bowing low。



There was no hint of the pavement…

made ruler in the information he gave;

but rather of the desire of one gentleman

to set another right at the beginning。

The musician assumed a position

of open…mouthed wonder; gazing

steadily at the visitor。



‘‘Satan?'' he whispered hoarsely。



‘‘You need help and advice;'' said

the visitor; his voice sounding like that

of a disciple of the healing art; and

implying that he had thoroughly diagnosed

the case。



‘‘No; no;'' cried the shuddering

violinist; ‘‘go away。 I do not need you。''



‘‘I regret I can not accept that

statement as gospel truth;'' said Satan;

sarcastically; ‘‘for if ever a man needed

help; you are that man。''



‘‘But not from you;'' replied Diotti。



‘‘That statement is discredited also

by your outburst of a few moments ago

when you called upon me。''



‘‘I do not need you;'' reiterated the

musician。 ‘‘I will have none of you!''

and he waved his arm toward the door;

as if he desired the interview to end。



‘‘I came at your behest; actuated

entirely by kindness of heart;'' said Satan。



Diotti laughed derisively; and Satan;

showing just the slightest feeling at

Diotti's behavior; said reprovingly: ‘‘If

you will listen a moment; and not be so

rude to an utter stranger; we may reach

some conclusion to your benefit。''



‘‘Get thee behind''



‘‘I know exactly what you were about

to say。 Have no fears on that score。

I have no demands to make and no

impossible compacts to insist upon。''



‘‘I have heard of you before;'' know…

ingly spoke the violinist nodding his

head sadly。



‘‘No doubt you have;'' smilingly。

‘‘My reputation; which has suffered at

the hands of irresponsible people; is not

of the best; and places me at times in

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