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weary; when he could find a tolerant listener; of dwelling on the
simplicity; the economy; the elegance both of means and effect;
which made their system so delightful。
But there is another side to the stage…manager's employment。 The
discipline of acting is detestable; the failures and triumphs of
that business appeal too directly to the vanity; and even in the
course of a careful amateur performance such as ours; much of the
smaller side of man will be displayed。 Fleeming; among conflicting
vanities and levities; played his part to my admiration。 He had
his own view; he might be wrong; but the performances (he would
remind us) were after all his; and he must decide。 He was; in this
as in all other things; an iron taskmaster; sparing not himself nor
others。 If you were going to do it at all; he would see that it
was done as well as you were able。 I have known him to keep two
culprits (and one of these his wife) repeating the same action and
the same two or three words for a whole weary afternoon。 And yet
he gained and retained warm feelings from far the most of those who
fell under his domination; and particularly (it is pleasant to
remember) from the girls。 After the slipshod training and the
incomplete accomplishments of a girls' school; there was something
at first annoying; at last exciting and bracing; in this high
standard of accomplishment and perseverance。
III。
It did not matter why he entered upon any study or employment;
whether for amusement like the Greek tailoring or the Highland
reels; whether from a desire to serve the public as with his
sanitary work; or in the view of benefiting poorer men as with his
labours for technical education; he 'pitched into it' (as he would
have said himself) with the same headlong zest。 I give in the
Appendix a letter from Colonel Fergusson; which tells fully the
nature of the sanitary work and of Fleeming's part and success in
it。 It will be enough to say here that it was a scheme of
protection against the blundering of builders and the dishonesty of
plumbers。 Started with an eye rather to the houses of the rich;
Fleeming hoped his Sanitary Associations would soon extend their
sphere of usefulness and improve the dwellings of the poor。 In
this hope he was disappointed; but in all other ways the scheme
exceedingly prospered; associations sprang up and continue to
spring up in many quarters; and wherever tried they have been found
of use。
Here; then; was a serious employment; it has proved highly useful
to mankind; and it was begun besides; in a mood of bitterness;
under the shock of what Fleeming would so sensitively feel … the
death of a whole family of children。 Yet it was gone upon like a
holiday jaunt。 I read in Colonel Fergusson's letter that his
schoolmates bantered him when he began to broach his scheme; so did
I at first; and he took the banter as he always did with enjoyment;
until he suddenly posed me with the question: 'And now do you see
any other jokes to make? Well; then;' said he; 'that's all right。
I wanted you to have your fun out first; now we can be serious。'
And then with a glowing heat of pleasure; he laid his plans before
me; revelling in the details; revelling in hope。 It was as he
wrote about the joy of electrical experiment。 'What shall I
compare them to? A new song? … a Greek play?' Delight attended
the exercise of all his powers; delight painted the future。 Of
these ideal visions; some (as I have said) failed of their
fruition。 And the illusion was characteristic。 Fleeming believed
we had only to make a virtue cheap and easy; and then all would
practise it; that for an end unquestionably good; men would not
grudge a little trouble and a little money; though they might
stumble at laborious pains and generous sacrifices。 He could not
believe in any resolute badness。 'I cannot quite say;' he wrote in
his young manhood; 'that I think there is no sin or misery。 This I
can say: I do not remember one single malicious act done to
myself。 In fact it is rather awkward when I have to say the Lord's
Prayer。 I have nobody's trespasses to forgive。' And to the point;
I remember one of our discussions。 I said it was a dangerous error
not to admit there were bad people; he; that it was only a
confession of blindness on our part; and that we probably called
others bad only so far as we were wrapped in ourselves and lacking
in the transmigratory forces of imagination。 I undertook to
describe to him three persons irredeemably bad and whom he should
admit to be so。 In the first case; he denied my evidence: 'You
cannot judge a man upon such testimony;' said he。 For the second;
he owned it made him sick to hear the tale; but then there was no
spark of malice; it was mere weakness I had described; and he had
never denied nor thought to set a limit to man's weakness。 At my
third gentleman; he struck his colours。 'Yes;' said he; 'I'm
afraid that is a bad man。' And then looking at me shrewdly: 'I
wonder if it isn't a very unfortunate thing for you to have met
him。' I showed him radiantly how it was the world we must know;
the world as it was; not a world expurgated and prettified with
optimistic rainbows。 'Yes; yes;' said he; 'but this badness is
such an easy; lazy explanation。 Won't you be tempted to use it;
instead of trying to understand people?'
In the year 1878; he took a passionate fancy for the phonograph:
it was a toy after his heart; a toy that touched the skirts of
life; art; and science; a toy prolific of problems and theories。
Something fell to be done for a University Cricket Ground Bazaar。
'And the thought struck him;' Mr。 Ewing writes to me; 'to exhibit
Edison's phonograph; then the very newest scientific marvel。 The
instrument itself was not to be purchased … I think no specimen had
then crossed the Atlantic … but a copy of the TIMES with an account
of it was at hand; and by the help of this we made a phonograph
which to our great joy talked; and talked; too; with the purest
American accent。 It was so good that a second instrument was got
ready forthwith。 Both were shown at the Bazaar: one by Mrs。
Jenkin to people willing to pay half a crown for a private view and
the privilege of hearing their own voices; while Jenkin; perfervid
as usual; gave half…hourly lectures on the other in an adjoining
room … I; as his lieutenant; taking turns。 The thing was in its
way a little triumph。 A few of the visitors were deaf; and hugged
the belief that they were the victims of a new kind of fancy…fair
swindle。 Of the others; many who came to scoff remained to take
raffle tickets; and one of the phonographs was finally disposed of
in this way; falling; by a happy freak of the ballot…box; into the
hands of Sir William Thomson。' The other remained in Fleeming's
hands; and was a source of inf