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were times； too； when he would speak on other subjects： on the morality
of free thoughton Bruno； of blessed memory； on him； and scores of
others too。 He would speak of the different schools of philosophy； he
would laugh at himself； and at all who； having given time and thought to
the study of life's complicated problems； had not reached one step further
than the Old…World thinkers。 Perhaps he would quote one of his favourite
philosophers； and then suddenly relapse into silence； returning to his
wonted abstraction and to his indifference to his surroundings。 Helen
Stanley had learned to understand his ways and to appreciate his mind；
and； without intruding on him in any manner； had put herself gently into
his life as his quiet champion and his friend。 No one in her presence dared
speak slightingly of the old man； or to make fun of his tumble…down
appearance； or of his worn…out silk hat with a crack in the side； or of his
rag of a black tie； which； together with his overcoat； had 〃seen better
days。〃 Once she brought her needle and thread； and darned the torn sleeve
during her lunch…time； and； though he never knew it； it was a satisfaction
to her to have helped him。
To…day she noticed that he was painting badly； and that he seemed to
take no interest in his work； but she went on busily with her own picture；
and was so engrossed in it that she did not at first observe that he had
packed up his brushes and was preparing to go home。
〃Three more strokes；〃 he said； quietly； 〃and you will have finished
your picture。 I shall never finish mine； perhaps you will be good enough to
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set it right for me。 I am not coming here again。 I don't seem to have caught
the true expression； what do you think？ But I am not going to let it worry
me； for I am sure you will promise to do your best for me。 See； I will hand
over these colours and these brushes to you； and no doubt you will accept
the palette as well。 I have no further use for it。〃
Helen Stanley took the palette which he held out toward her； and
looked at him as though she would wish to question him。
〃It is very hot here；〃 he continued； 〃and I am going out。 I am tired of
work。〃
He hesitated； and then added； 〃I should like you to come with me； if
you can spare the time。〃
She packed up her things at once； and the two friends moved slowly
away； he gazing absently at the pictures； and she wondering in her mind as
to the meaning of his strange mood。
When they were on the steps inside the building； he turned to Helen
Stanley and said：
〃I should like to go back to the pictures once more。 I feel as if I must
stand among them just a little longer。 They have been my companions for
so long that they are almost part of myself。 I can close my eyes and recall
them faithfully。 But I want to take a last look at them； I want to feel once
more the presence of the great masters； and to refresh my mind with their
genius。 When I look at their work I think of their life； and can only wonder
at their death。 It was so strange that they should die。〃
They went back together； and he took her to his favourite pictures； but
remained speechless before them； and she did not disturb his thoughts。 At
last he said：
〃I am ready to go。 I have said farewell to them all。 I know nothing
more wonderful than being among a number of fine pictures。 It is almost
overwhelming。 Once expects nature to be grand； but one does not expect
man to be grand。〃
〃You know we don't agree there；〃 she answered。 〃/I/ expect everything
grand and great from man。〃
They went out of the gallery； and into Trafalgar Square。 It was a
scorching afternoon in August； but there was some cooling comfort in
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seeing the dancing water of the fountains sparkling so brightly in the
sunshine。
〃Do you mind stopping here a few minutes？〃 he said。 〃I should like to
sit down and watch。 There is so much to see。〃
She led the way to a seat； one end of which was occupied by a
workman； who was sleeping soundly； and snoring too； his arms folded
tightly together。 He had a little clay pipe in the corner of his mouth； it
seemed to be tucked in so snugly that there was not much danger of its
falling to the ground。 At last Helen spoke to her companion。
〃What do you mean by saying that you will not be able to finish your
picture？ Perhaps you are not well。 Indeed； you don't look well。 You make
me anxious； for I have a great regard for you。〃
〃I am ill and suffering；〃 he answered； quietly。 〃I thought I should have
died yesterday； but I made up my mind to live until I saw you again； and I
thought I would ask you to spend the afternoon with me； and go with me
to Westminster Abbey； and sit with me in the cloisters。 I do not feel able to
go by myself； and I know of no one to ask except you； and I believed you
would not refuse me； for you have been very kind to me。 I do not quite
understand why you have been kind to me； but I am wonderfully grateful
to you。 Today I heard some one in the gallery say that you were plain。 I
turned round and I said； 'I beg your pardon； /I/ think she is very beautiful。'
I think they laughed； and that puzzled me； for you have always seemed to
me a very beautiful person。〃
At that moment the little clay pipe fell from the workman's mouth and
was broken into bits。 He awoke with a start； gazed stupidly at the old man
and his companion； and at the broken clay pipe。
〃Curse my luck！〃 he said； yawning。 〃I was fond of that damned little
pipe。〃
The old man drew his own pipe and his own tobacco…pouch from his
pocket。
〃Take these； stranger；〃 he said。 〃I don't want them。 And good luck to
you。〃
The man's face brightened up as he took the pipe and pouch。
〃You're uncommon kind；〃 he said。 〃Can you spare them？〃 he added；
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holding them out half reluctantly。
〃Yes；〃 answered the old man； 〃I shall not smoke again。 You may as
well have these matches too。〃
The labourer put them in his pocket； smiled his thanks； and walked
some little distance off； and Helen watched hi