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would be able to run your magazine to much greater advantage if the
terms of authors were on the same scale with those of my cannibals。
We have also a house about the size of a manufacturer's lodge。
'Tis but the egg of the future palace; over the details of which on
paper Mrs。 Stevenson and I have already shed real tears; what it
will be when it comes to paying for it; I leave you to imagine。
But if it can only be built as now intended; it will be with
genuine satisfaction and a growunded pride that I shall welcome you
at the steps of my Old Colonial Home; when you land from the
steamer on a long…merited holiday。 I speak much at my ease; yet I
do not know; I may be now an outlaw; a bankrupt; the abhorred of
all good men。 I do not know; you probably do。 Has Hyde turned
upon me? Have I fallen; like Danvers Carew?
It is suggested to me that you might like to know what will be my
future society。 Three consuls; all at logger…heads with one
another; or at the best in a clique of two against one; three
different sects of missionaries; not upon the best of terms; and
the Catholics and Protestants in a condition of unhealable ill…
feeling as to whether a wooden drum ought or ought not to be beaten
to announce the time of school。 The native population; very
genteel; very songful; very agreeable; very good…looking;
chronically spoiling for a fight (a circumstance not to be entirely
neglected in the design of the palace)。 As for the white
population of (technically; 'The Beach'); I don't suppose it is
possible for any person not thoroughly conversant with the South
Seas to form the smallest conception of such a society; with its
grog…shops; its apparently unemployed hangers…on; its merchants of
all degrees of respectability and the reverse。 The paper; of which
I must really send you a copy … if yours were really a live
magazine; you would have an exchange with the editor: I assure
you; it has of late contained a great deal of matter about one of
your contributors … rejoices in the name of SAMOA TIMES AND SOUTH
SEA ADVERTISER。 The advertisements in the ADVERTISER are
permanent; being simply subsidies for its existence。 A dashing
warfare of newspaper correspondence goes on between the various
residents; who are rather fond of recurring to one another's
antecedents。 But when all is said; there are a lot of very nice;
pleasant people; and I don't know that Apia is very much worse than
half a hundred towns that I could name。
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON。
Letter: TO CHARLES BAXTER
HOTEL SEBASTOPOL; NOUMEA; AUGUST 1890。
MY DEAR CHARLES; … I have stayed here a week while Lloyd and my
wife continue to voyage in the JANET NICOLL; this I did; partly to
see the convict system; partly to shorten my stay in the extreme
cold … hear me with my extreme! MOI QUI SUIS ORIGINAIRE D'EDINBOURG
… of Sydney at this season。 I am feeling very seedy; utterly
fatigued; and overborne with sleep。 I have a fine old gentleman of
a doctor; who attends and cheers and entertains; if he does not
cure me; but even with his ministrations I am almost incapable of
the exertion sufficient for this letter; and I am really; as I
write; falling down with sleep。 What is necessary to say; I must
try to say shortly。 Lloyd goes to clear out our establishments:
pray keep him in funds; if I have any; if I have not; pray try to
raise them。 Here is the idea: to install ourselves; at the risk
of bankruptcy; in Samoa。 It is not the least likely it will pay
(although it may); but it is almost certain it will support life;
with very few external expenses。 If I die; it will be an endowment
for the survivors; at least for my wife and Lloyd; and my mother;
who might prefer to go home; has her own。 Hence I believe I shall
do well to hurry my installation。 The letters are already in part
done; in part done is a novel for Scribner; in the course of the
next twelve months I should receive a considerable amount of money。
I am aware I had intended to pay back to my capital some of this。
I am now of opinion I should act foolishly。 Better to build the
house and have a roof and farm of my own; and thereafter; with a
livelihood assured; save and repay 。 。 。 There is my livelihood;
all but books and wine; ready in a nutshell; and it ought to be
more easy to save and to repay afterwards。 Excellent; say you; but
will you save and will you repay? I do not know; said the Bell of
Old Bow。 。 。 。 It seems clear to me。 。 。 。 The deuce of the affair
is that I do not know when I shall see you and Colvin。 I guess you
will have to come and see me: many a time already we have arranged
the details of your visit in the yet unbuilt house on the mountain。
I shall be able to get decent wine from Noumea。 We shall be able
to give you a decent welcome; and talk of old days。 APROPOS of old
days; do you remember still the phrase we heard in Waterloo Place?
I believe you made a piece for the piano on that phrase。 Pray; if
you remember it; send it me in your next。 If you find it
impossible to write correctly; send it me A LA RECITATIVE; and
indicate the accents。 Do you feel (you must) how strangely heavy
and stupid I am? I must at last give up and go sleep; I am simply
a rag。
The morrow: I feel better; but still dim and groggy。 To…night I
go to the governor's; such a lark … no dress clothes … twenty…four
hours' notice … able…bodied Polish tailor … suit made for a man
with the figure of a puncheon … same hastily altered for self with
the figure of a bodkin … sight inconceivable。 Never mind; dress
clothes; 'which nobody can deny'; and the officials have been all
so civil that I liked neither to refuse nor to appear in mufti。
Bad dress clothes only prove you are a grisly ass; no dress
clothes; even when explained; indicate a want of respect。 I wish
you were here with me to help me dress in this wild raiment; and to
accompany me to M。 Noel…Pardon's。 I cannot say what I would give
if there came a knock now at the door and you came in。 I guess
Noel…Pardon would go begging; and we might burn the fr。 200 dress
clothes in the back garden for a bonfire; or what would be yet more
expensive and more humorous; get them once more expanded to fit
you; and when that was done; a second time cut down for my gossamer
dimensions。
I hope you never forget to remember me to your father; who has
always a place in my heart; as I hope I have a little in his。 His
kindness helped me infinitely when you and I were young; I recall
it with gratitude and affection in this town of convicts at the
world's end。 There are very few things; my dear Charles; worth
mention: on a retrospect of life; the day's flash and colour; one
day with another; flames; dazzles; and puts to sleep; and when the
days are gone; like a fast…flying thaumatrope; they make but a
single pat