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is by my side； and walks with her slim hand upon my arm？
〃Suddenly； at a corner； something beckons； a phantom finger…post； a will o' the wisp； a foolish challenge writ in big letters on a brand。 And twisting his red moustaches； braggadocio Virtue takes the perilous way where dim rain falls ever； and sad winds sigh。 And after him； on his white ass； follows simpering Content。
〃Ever since I walk behind these two in the rain。 Virtue is all a… cold； limp are his curling feather and fierce moustache。 Sore besmirched； on his jackass； follows Content。〃
The record； entitled SUNDAY THOUGHTS； which is dated some five days earlier is naive and most characteristic； touched with the phantastic moralities and suggestions already indicated in every sentence； and rises to the fine climax in this respect at the close。
〃A plague o' these Sundays！ How the church bells ring up the sleeping past！ I cannot go in to sermon： memories ache too hard； and so I hide out under the blue heavens； beside the small kirk whelmed in leaves。 Tittering country girls see me as I go past from where they sit in the pews； and through the open door comes the loud psalm and the fervent solitary voice of the preacher。 To and fro I wander among the graves； and now look over one side of the platform and see the sunlit meadow where the grown lambs go bleating and the ewes lie in the shadow under their heaped fleeces； and now over the other； where the rhododendrons flower fair among the chestnut boles； and far overhead the chestnut lifts its thick leaves and spiry blossom into the dark…blue air。 Oh； the height and depth and thickness of the chestnut foliage！ Oh； to have wings like a dove； and dwell in the tree's green heart！
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〃A plague o' these Sundays！ How the Church bells ring up the sleeping past！ Here has a maddening memory broken into my brain。 To the door； to the door； with the naked lunatic thought！ Once it is forth we may talk of what we dare not entertain； once the intriguing thought has been put to the door I can watch it out of the loophole where； with its fellows； it raves and threatens in dumb show。 Years ago when that thought was young； it was dearer to me than all others； and I would speak with it always when I had an hour alone。 These rags that so dismally trick forth its madness were once the splendid livery my favour wrought for it on my bed at night。 Can you see the device on the badge？ I dare not read it there myself； yet have a guess … 'BAD WARE NICHT' … is not that the humour of it？
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〃A plague o' these Sundays！ How the Church bells ring up the sleeping past！ If I were a dove and dwelt in the monstrous chestnuts； where the bees murmur all day about the flowers； if I were a sheep and lay on the field there under my comely fleece； if I were one of the quiet dead in the kirkyard … some homespun farmer dead for a long age； some dull hind who followed the plough and handled the sickle for threescore years and ten in the distant past； if I were anything but what I am out here； under the sultry noon； between the deep chestnuts； among the graves； where the fervent voice of the preacher comes to me； thin and solitary； through the open windows； IF I WERE WHAT I WAS YESTERDAY； AND WHAT； BEFORE GOD； I SHALL BE AGAIN TO…MORROW； HOW SHOULD I OUTFACE THESE BRAZEN MEMORIES； HOW LIVE DOWN THIS UNCLEAN RESURRECTION OF DEAD HOPES！〃
Close associated with this always is the moralising faculty； which is assertive。 Take here the cunning sentences on SELFISHNESS AND EGOTISM； very Hawthornian yet quite original：
〃An unconscious； easy； selfish person shocks less； and is more easily loved； than one who is laboriously and egotistically unselfish。 There is at least no fuss about the first； but the other parades his sacrifices； and so sells his favours too dear。 Selfishness is calm； a force of nature； you might say the trees were selfish。 But egotism is a piece of vanity； it must always take you into its confidence； it is uneasy； troublesome； seeking； it can do good； but not handsomely； it is uglier； because less dignified； than selfishness itself。〃
If Mr Henley had but had this clear in his mind he might well have quoted it in one connection against Stevenson himself in the PALL MALL MAGAZINE article。 He could hardly have quoted anything more apparently apt to the purpose。
In the sphere of minor morals there is no more important topic。 Unselfishness is too often only the most exasperating form of selfishness。 Here is another very characteristic bit：
〃You will always do wrong： you must try to get used to that； my son。 It is a small matter to make a work about； when all the world is in the same case。 I meant when I was a young man to write a great poem； and now I am cobbling little prose articles and in excellent good spirits。 I thank you。 。 。 。 Our business in life is not to succeed； but to continue to fail； in good spirits。〃
Again：
〃It is the mark of good action that it appears inevitable in the retrospect。 We should have been cut…throats to do otherwise。 And there's an end。 We ought to know distinctly that we are damned for what we do wrong； but when we have done right； we have only been gentlemen； after all。 There is nothing to make a work about。〃
The moral to THE HOUSE OF ELD is incisive writ out of true experience … phantasy there becomes solemn； if not； for the nonce； tragic：…
〃Old is the tree and the fruit good； Very old and thick the wood。 Woodman； is your courage stout？ Beware！ the root is wrapped about Your mother's heart； your father's bones； And； like the mandrake； comes with groans。〃
The phantastic moralist is supreme； jauntily serious； facetiously earnest； most gravely funny in the whole series of MORAL EMBLEMS。
〃Reader； your soul upraise to see； In yon fair cut designed by me； The pauper by the highwayside Vainly soliciting from pride。 Mark how the Beau with easy air Contemns the anxious rustic's prayer And casting a disdainful eye Goes gaily gallivanting by。 He from the poor averts his head 。 。 。 He will regret it when he's dead。〃
Now； the man who would trace out step by step and point by point； clearly and faithfully； the process by which Stevenson worked himself so far free of this his besetting tendency to moralised symbolism or allegory into the freer air of life and real character； would do more to throw light on Stevenson's genius； and the obstacles he had had to contend with in becoming a novelist eager to interpret definite times and character； than has yet been done or even faithfully attempted。 This would show at once Stevenson's wonderful growth and the saving grace and elasticity of his temperament and genius。 Few men who have by force of native genius gone into allegory or moralised phantasy ever depart out of that fateful and enchanted region。 They are as it were at once lost and imprisoned in it and kept there as by a spell … the more they struggle for freedom the more surely is the bewitching charm laid upon them … they are but like the fly in amber。 It was so with Ludwig Tieck； it was so with Nathaniel Hawthorn