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began to grow restless。 There was pushing and shoving forward�察�and a
mild hubbub of voices。 Nothing rough�察�however�察�nor violent�察�merely the
restlessness of weary and hungry men。 At this juncture forth came the
adjutant。 I did not like him。 His eyes were not good。 There was
nothing of the lowly Galilean about him�察�but a great deal of the centurion
who said�此 �For I am a man in authority�察�having soldiers under me�察�and I
say to this man�察�Go�察�and he goeth�察�and to another�察�Come�察�and he cometh�察�
and to my servant�察�Do this�察�and he doeth it。;
Well�察�he looked at us in just that way�察�and those nearest to him quailed。
Then he lifted his voice。
;Stop this 'ere�察�now�察�or I'll turn you the other wy an' march you out�察�an'
you'll get no breakfast。;
I cannot convey by printed speech the insufferable way in which he
said this。 He seemed to me to revel in that he was a man in authority�察�
able to say to half a thousand ragged wretches�察 �you may eat or go hungry�察�
as I elect。;
To deny us our breakfast after standing for hours� �It was an awful
threat�察 �and the pitiful�察 �abject silence which instantly fell attested its
awfulness。 And it was a cowardly threat。 We could not strike back�察�for
we were starving�察�and it is the way of the world that when one man feeds
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another he is that man's master。 But the centurionI mean the adjutant
was not satisfied。 In the dead silence he raised his voice again�察 �and
repeated the threat�察�and amplified it。
At last we were permitted to enter the feasting hall�察�where we found
the ;ticket men; washed but unfed。 All told�察�there must have been nearly
seven hundred of us who sat downnot to meat or bread�察�but to speech�察�
song�察�and prayer。 From all of which I am convinced that Tantalus suffers
in many guises this side of the infernal regions。 The adjutant made the
prayer�察�but I did not take note of it�察�being too engrossed with the massed
picture of misery before me。 But the speech ran something like this�此�
;You will feast in Paradise。 No matter how you starve and suffer here�察�
you will feast in Paradise�察�that is�察�if you will follow the directions。; And
so forth and so forth。 A clever bit of propaganda�察�I took it�察�but rendered
of no avail for two reasons。 First�察 �the men who received it were
unimaginative and materialistic�察�unaware of the existence of any Unseen�察�
and too inured to hell on earth to be frightened by hell to come。 And
second�察�weary and exhausted from the night's sleeplessness and hardship�察�
suffering from the long wait upon their feet�察�and faint from hunger�察�they
were yearning�察�not for salvation�察�but for grub。 The ;soul´snatchers; ��as
these men call all religious propagandists���察�should study the physiological
basis of psychology a little�察 �if they wish to make their efforts more
effective。
All in good time�察�about eleven o'clock�察�breakfast arrived。 It arrived�察�
not on plates�察�but in paper parcels。 I did not have all I wanted�察�and I am
sure that no man there had all he wanted�察�or half of what he wanted or
needed。 I gave part of my bread to the tramp royal who was waiting for
Buffalo Bill�察�and he was as ravenous at the end as he was in the beginning。
This is the breakfast�此 �two slices of bread�察�one small piece of bread with
raisins in it and called ;cake�察─ �a wafer of cheese�察 �and a mug of ;water
bewitched。; Numbers of the men had been waiting since five o'clock for it�察�
while all of us had waited at least four hours�察�and in addition�察�we had been
herded like swine�察 �packed like sardines�察 �and treated like curs�察 �and been
preached at�察�and sung to�察�and prayed for。 Nor was that all。
No sooner was breakfast over ��and it was over almost as quickly as it
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takes to tell���察 �than the tired heads began to nod and droop�察 �and in five
minutes half of us were sound asleep。 There were no signs of our being
dismissed�察 �while there were unmistakable signs of preparation for a
meeting。 I looked at a small clock hanging on the wall。 It indicated
twenty´five minutes to twelve。 Heigh´ho�察�thought I�察�time is flying�察�and I
have yet to look for work。
;I want to go�察─�I said to a couple of waking men near me。
;Got ter sty fer the service�察─�was the answer。
;Do you want to stay�拭─�I asked。
They shook their heads。
;Then let us go and tell them we want to get out�察─�I continued。 ;Come
on。;
But the poor creatures were aghast。 So I left them to their fate�察�and
went up to the nearest Salvation Army man。
;I want to go�察─�I said。 ;I came here for breakfast in order that I might
be in shape to look for work。 I didn't think it would take so long to get
breakfast。 I think I have a chance for work in Stepney�察�and the sooner I
start�察�the better chance I'll have of getting it。;
He was really a good fellow�察 �though he was startled by my request。
;Wy�察─�he said�察 �we're goin' to 'old services�察�and you'd better sty。;
;But that will spoil my chances for work�察─�I urged。 ;And work is the
most important thing for me just now。;
As he was only a private�察 �he referred me to the adjutant�察 �and to the
adjutant I repeated my reasons for wishing to go�察�and politely requested
that he let me go。
;But it cawn't be done�察─�he said�察�waxing virtuously indignant at such
ingratitude。 ;The idea� ─�he snorted。 ;The idea� ─�
;Do you mean to say that I can't get out of here�拭─�I demanded。 ;That
you will keep me here against my will�拭─�
;Yes�察─�he snorted。
I do not know what might have happened�察�for I was waxing indignant
myself�察�but the ;congregation; had ;piped; the situation�察�and he drew me
over to a corner of the room�察�and then into another room。 Here he again
demanded my reasons for wishing to go。
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;I want to go�察─�I said�察 �because I wish to look for work over in Stepney�察�
and every hour lessens my chance of finding work。 It is now twenty´five
minute