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cheerfully； 〃there are two ways of helping Cocksmoor already。 Could
you not make some clothes for the two grandchildren？ I could help
you a little； and then； if they were well clothed； you might get them
to come to the Sunday…school。 And as to the twins； I wonder what the
hire of a cart would be to bring the christening party？ It is just
what Richard could manage。〃
〃Yes；〃 said Ethel； 〃but those are only little isolated individual
things！ 〃
〃But one must make a beginning。〃
〃Then； Margaret； you think it was a real vow？ You don't think it
silly of me？〃 said Ethel wistfully。
〃Ethel； dear； I don't think dear mamma would say we ought to make
vows； except what the church decrees for us。 I don't think she would
like the notion of your considering yourself pledged； but I do think；
that； after all you have said and felt about Cocksmoor； and being led
there on that day； it does seem as if we might be intended to make it
our especial charge。〃
〃Oh； Margaret； I am glad you say so。 You always understand。〃
〃But you know we are so young； that now we have not her to judge for
us； we must only do little things that we are quite sure of； or we
shall get wrong。〃
〃That's not the way great things were done。〃
〃I don't know； Ethel； I think great things can't be good unless they
stand on a sure foundation of little ones。〃
〃Well； I believe Richard was right； and it would not do to begin on
Sunday； but he was so tame； and then my frock； and the horrid
deficiency in those little neatnesses。〃
〃Perhaps that is good for you in one way； you might get very high…
flying if you had not the discipline of those little tiresome things；
correcting them will help you； and keep your high things trom being
all romance。 I know dear mamma used to say so； that the trying to
conquer them was a help to you。 Oh； here's Mary！ Mary； will you get
Ethel's dressing things？ She has come home wet…footed and cold； and
has been warming herself by my fire。〃
Mary was happy to help； and Ethel was dressed and cheered by the time
Dr。 May came in； for a hurried visit and report of his doings； Flora
followed on her way from her room。 Then all went to tea； leaving
Margaret to have a visit from the little ones under charge of nurse。
Two hours' stay with her； that precious time when she knew that sad
as the talk often was； it was truly a comfort to him。 It ended when
ten o'clock struck； and he went downMargaret hearing the bell； the
sounds of the assembling servants； the shutting of the door； the
stillness of prayer…time； the opening again； the feet moving off in
different directions； then brothers and sisters coming in to kiss her
and bid her good…night； nurse and Flora arranging her for the night；
Flora coming to sleep in her little bed in the corner of the room；
and； lastly； her father's tender good…night； and melancholy look at
her； and all was quiet； except the low voices and movements as
Richard attended him in his own room。
Margaret could think： 〃Dear； dear Ethel； how noble and high she is！
But I am afraid！ It is what people call a difficult； dangerous age；
and the grander she is； the greater danger of not managing her
rightly。 If those high purposes should run only into romance like
mine； or grow out into eccentricities and unfemininesses； what a
grievous pity it would be！ And I； so little older； so much less
clever； with just sympathy enough not to be a wise restraintI am
the person who has the responsibility； and oh； what shall I do？
Mamma trusted to me to be a mother to them； papa looks to me； and I
so unfit； besides this helplessness。 But God sent it； and put me in
my place。 He made me lie here； and will raise me up if it is good；
so I trust He will help me with my sisters。〃
〃Grant me to have a right judgment in all things； and evermore to
rejoice in Thy holy comfort。〃
CHAPTER VII。
Something between a hindrance and a help。
WORDSWORTH。
Etheldred awoke long before time for getting up； and lay pondering
over her visions。 Margaret had sympathised； and therefore they did
not seem entirely aerial。 To earn money by writing was her favourite
plan； and she called her various romances in turn before her memory；
to judge which might be brought down to sober pen and ink。 She
considered till it became not too unreasonably early to get up。 It
was dark； but there was a little light close to the window： she had
no writing…paper； but she would interline her old exercise…book。
Down she ran； and crouching in the school…room window…seat； she wrote
on in a trance of eager composition； till Norman called her； as he
went to school； to help him to find a book。
This done； she went up to visit Margaret； to tell her the story； and
consult her。 But this was not so easy。 She found Margaret with
little Daisy lying by her； and Tom sitting by the fire over his
Latin。
〃Oh； Ethel； good…morning； dear！ you are come just in time。〃
〃To take baby？〃 said Ethel； as the child was fretting a little。
〃Yes； thank you； she has been very good； but she was tired of lying
here； and I can't move her about；〃 said Margaret。
〃Oh； Margaret； I have such a plan；〃 said Ethel； as she walked about
with little Gertrude； but Tom interrupted。
〃Margaret； will you see if I can say my lesson？〃 and the thumbed
Latin grammar came across her just as Dr。 May's door opened； and he
came in exclaiming； 〃Latin grammar！ Margaret； this is really too
much for you。 Good…morning； my dears。 Ha！ Tommy； take your book
away； my boy。 You must not inflict that on sister now。 There's your
regular master； Richard； in my room； if it is fit for his ears yet。
What； the little one here too？〃
〃How is your arm； papa？〃 said Margaret。 〃Did it keep you awake？〃
〃Not longit set me dreaming though； and a very romantic dream it
was； worthy of Ethel herself。〃
〃What was it； papa？〃
〃Oh； it was an odd thing； joining on strangely enough with one I had
three or four and twenty years ago； when I was a young man； hearing
lectures at Edinburgh； and courting〃he stopped； and felt Margaret's
pulse； asked her a few questions； and talked to the baby。 Ethel
longed to hear his dream； but thought he would not like to go on；
however； he did presently。
〃The old dream was the night after a picnic on Arthur's Seat with the
Mackenzies； mamma and Aunt Flora were there。 'Twas a regular boy's
dream； a tournament； or something of that nature； where I was victor；
the queenyou know who she wasgiving me her tokena Daisy Chain。〃
〃That is why you like to call us your Daisy Chain；〃 said Ethel。
〃Did you write it in verse？〃 said Margaret。 〃I think I once saw some
verses like it in her desk。〃
〃I was in love； and three…and…twenty；〃 said the doctor； looking
drolly guilty in the midst of his sadness。 〃Ay； those fixed it in my
memory； perhaps my fancy made it more distinct than it really was。
An evening or two ago I met with them； and that stirred it up I
suppose。 Last night came the tournament again； but it was the melee；
a sense of being crushed down； suffocated by the throng of armed
knights and horsespain and woundsand I looked in vain through the
opposing over