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on his chest as though he slept。 But he was not sleeping�察�now 
and then a nervous tremor would pass over his face。 Then he 
would breathe deeply and compose his face again。 Smells of 
the supper began to fill the stifling room。 In the quietness the 
clock on top of the cupboard sounded very loud�察�and because 
of what they had just said to each other the monotonous 
ticking was like the word 'chil´dren�察�chil´dren��' said over and 
over。 
He was always meeting one of them!crawling naked on a 
floor or engaged in a game of marbles or even on a dark street 
with his arms around a girl。 Benedict Copeland�察�the boys were 
all called。 But for the girls there were such names as Benny 
Mae or Madyben or Benedine Ma´dine。 He had counted one 
day�察�and there were more than a dozen named for him。 
But all his life he had told and explained and exhorted。 You 
cannot do this�察�he would say。 There are all reasons why this 
sixth or fifth or ninth child cannot be�察�he would tell them。 It is 


not more children we need but more chances for the ones 
already on the earth。 Eugenic Parenthood for the Negro Race 
was what he would exhort them to。 He would tell them in 
simple words�察�always the same way�察�and with the years it 
came to be a sort of angry poem which he had always known 
by heart。 
He studied and knew the development of any new theory。 And 
from his own pocket he would distribute the devices to his 
patients himself。 He was by far the first doctor in the town to 
even think of such。 And he would give and explain and give 
and tell them。 And then deliver maybe two score times a 
week。 Madyben and Benny Mae。 
That was only one point。 Only one。 
All of his life he knew that there was a reason for his working。 
He always knew that he was meant to teach his people。 All 
day he would go with his bag from house to house and on all 
things he would talk to them。 MCUULLEKS 
After the long day a heavy tiredness would come in him。 But 
in the evening when he opened the front gate the tiredness 
would go away。 There were Hamilton and Karl Marx and 
Portia and little William。 There was Daisy�察�too。 
Portia took the lid from the pan on the stove and stirred the 
collards with a fork。 'Father!' she said after a while。 
Doctor Copeland cleared his throat and spat into a 
handkerchief。 His voice was bitter and rough。 'Yes��' 
'Less us quit this here quarreling with each other。' 
'We were not quarreling��' said Doctor Copeland。 
'It don't take words to make a quarrel��' Portia said。 'It look to 
me like us is always arguing even when we sitting perfectly 
quiet like this。 It just this here feeling I haves。 I tell you the 
truth!ever time I come to see you it mighty near wears me 
out。 So less us try not to quarrel in any way no more。' 
'It is certainly not my wish to quarrel。 I am sorry if you have 
that feeling�察�Daughter。' 
She poured out coffee and handed one cup unsweetened to her 
father。 In her own portion she put several spoons of sugar。 'I 
getting hungry and this will taste good to us。 Drink your 
coffee while I tell you something which happened to us a 
piece back。 Now that it all over it seem a little bit funny�察�but 
we got plenty reason not to laugh too hard。' 


'Go ahead��' said Doctor Copeland。 
'Well!sometime back a real fine´looking�察�dressed´up colored 
man come in town here。 He called hisself Mr。 B。 F。 Mason 
and said he come from Washington�察�D。 C。 Ever day he would 
walk up and down the street with a walking´cane and a pretty 
colored shirt on。 Then at night he would go to the Society 
Caf6。 He eaten finer than any man in this town。 Ever night he 
would order hisself a bottle of gin and two pork chops for his 
supper。 He always had a smile for everybody and was always 
bowing around to the girls and holding a door open for you to 
come in or go out For about a week he made hisself mighty 
pleasant wherever he were。 Peoples begun to ask questions 
and wonder about this rich Mr。 B。 F。 Mason。 Then pretty soon�察�
after he acquaints hisself�察�he begun to settle down to business。' 
Portia spread out her lips and blew into her saucer of 

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coffee。 'I suppose you done read in the paper about this 
Government Pincher business for old folks��' 
Doctor Copeland nodded。 'Pension��' he said。 
'Well!he were connected with that。 He were from the 
government。 He had to come down from the President in 
Washington�察�D。 C�察�to join everbody up for the Government 
Pinchers。 He went around from one door to the next 
explaining how you pay one dollar down to join and after that 
twenty´five cents a week!and how when you were forty´five 
year old the government would pay you fifty dollars ever 
month of your life。 All the peoples I know were very excited 
about this。 He give everbody that joined a free picture of the 
President with his name signed under it。 He told how at the 
end of six months there were going to be free uniforms for 
ever member。 The club was called the Grand League of 
Pincheners for Colored Peoples! and at the end of two 
months everbody was going to get a orange ribbon with a G。 

L。 P。 C。 P。 on it to stand for the name。 You know�察�like all these 
other letter things in the government。 He come around from 
house to house with this little book and everbody commenced 
to join。 He wrote their names down and took the money。 Ever 
Saturday he would collect In three weeks this Mr。 B。 F。 Mason 
had joined up so many peoples he couldn't get all the way 
around on Saturday。 He have to pay somebody to take up the 
collections in each three four blocks。 I collected early ever 

Saturday for near where we live and got that quarter。 Course 
Willie had joined at the beginning for him and Highboy and 
me。' 
'I have come across many pictures of the President in various 
houses near where you live and I remember hearing the name 
Mason mentioned��' said Doctor Copeland。 'He was a thief��' 
'He were��' said Portia。 'Somebody begun to find out about this 
Mr。 B。 F。 Mason and he were arrested。 They find out he were 
from just plain Atlanta and hadn't never smelled no 
Washington�察�D。 C�察�or no President。 All the money were hid or 
spent。 Willie had just throwed away seven dollars and fifty 
cents。' 
Doctor Copeland was excited。 'That is what I mean by!' 

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'In the hereafter��' Portia said�察�'that man sure going to66 

wake up with a hot pitchfork in his gut。 But now that it all 
over it do seem a little bit funny�察�but of course we got plenty 
reason not to laugh too hard。' 
'The Negro race of its own accord climbs up on the cross on 
every Friday��' said Doctor Copeland。 
Portia's hands shook and coffee trickled down from the saucer 
she was holding。 She licked it from her arm。 'What �察�you 
mean��' 
'I mean that I am always looking。 I mean that if I could just 
find ten Negroes!ten of my own people!with spine and 
brains and courage who are wilMng to' give all that 
they have' 
Portia put down the coffee。 'Us was not talking about anything 
like that' 
'Only four Negroes��' said Doctor Copeland。 'Only the sum of 
Hamilton and Karl Marx and William and you。 Only four 
Negroes with these real true qualities and backbone' 
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