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couraging the days might be； when one resolve did not continually remain with me； and that was a determination to secure an education at any cost。
Soon after we moved to West Virginia； my mother adopted into our family； notwithstanding our poverty； an orphan boy； to whom afterward we gave the name of James B。 Washington。 He has ever since remained a member of the family。
After I had worked in the salt…furnace for some time； work was secured for me in a coal…mine which was operated mainly for the purpose of securing fuel for the salt…furnace。 Work in the coal…mine I always dreaded。 One reason for this was that any one who worked in a coal…mine was always unclean； at least while at work； and it was a very hard job to get one's skin clean after the day's work was over。 Then it was fully a mile from the opening of the coal…mine to the face of the coal； and all； of course； was in the blackest darkness。 I do not believe that one ever experiences anywhere else such darkness as he does in a coal…mine。 The mine was divided into a large number of different 〃rooms〃 or departments； and； as I never was able to learn the location of all these 〃rooms；〃 I many times found myself lost in the mine。 To add to the horror of being lost； sometimes my light would go out； and then； if I did not happen to have a match； I would wander about in the darkness until by chance I found some one to give me a light。 The work was not only hard； but it was dangerous。 There was always the danger of being blown to pieces by a premature explosion of powder； or of being crushed by falling slate。 Accidents from one or the other of these causes were frequently occurring； and this kept me in constant fear。 Many children of the tenderest years were compelled then； as is now true I fear； in most coal…mining districts； to spend a large part of their lives in these coal…mines； with little opportunity to get an education； and； what is worse； I have often noted that； as a rule； young boys who begin life in a coal…mine are often physically and mentally dwarfed。 They soon lose ambition to do anything else than to continue as a coal…miner。
In those days； and later as a young man； I used to try to picture in my imagination the feelings and ambitions of a white boy with absolutely no limit placed upon his aspirations and activities。 I used to envy the white boy who had no obstacles placed in the way of his becoming a Congressman； Governor； Bishop； or President by reason of the accident of his birth or race。 I used to picture the way that I would act under such circumstances； how I would begin at the bottom and keep rising until I reached the highest round of success。
In later years； I confess that I do not envy the white boy as I once did。 I have learned that success is to be measured not so much by the position that one has reached in life as by the obstacles which he has overcome while trying to succeed。 Looked at from this standpoint； I almost reached the conclusion that often the Negro boy's birth and connection with an unpopular race is an advantage； so far as real life is concerned。 With few exceptions； the Negro youth must work harder and must perform his tasks even better than a white youth in order to secure recognition。 But out of the hard and unusual struggle through which he is compelled to pass； he gets a strength； a confidence； that one misses whose pathway is comparatively smooth by reason of birth and race。
From any point of view； I had rather be what I am； a member of the Negro race； than be able to claim membership with the most favoured of any other race。 I have always been made sad when I have heard members of any race claiming rights or privileges； or certain badges of distinction； on the ground simply that they were members of this or that race； regardless of their own individual worth or attainments。 I have been made to feel sad for such persons because I am conscious of the fact that mere connection with what is known as a superior race will not permanently carry an individual forward unless he has individual worth； and mere connection with what is regarded as an inferior race will not finally hold an individual back if he possesses intrinsic； individual merit。 Every persecuted individual and race should get much consolation out of the great human law； which is universal and eternal； that merit； no matter under what skin found； is； in the long run； recognized and rewarded。 This I have said here； not to call attention to myself as an individual； but to the race to which I am proud to belong。
Chapter III。 The Struggle For An Education
One day； while at work in the coal…mine； I happened to overhear two miners talking about a great school for coloured people somewhere in Virginia。 This was the first time that I had ever heard anything about any kind of school or college that was more pretentious than the little coloured school in our town。
In the darkness of the mine I noiselessly crept as close as I could to the two men who were talking。 I heard one tell the other that not only was the school established for the members of any race； but the opportunities that it provided by which poor but worthy students could work out all or a part of the cost of a board； and at the same time be taught some trade or industry。
As they went on describing the school； it seemed to me that it must be the greatest place on earth； and not even Heaven presented more attractions for me at that time than did the Hampton Normal and Agricultural Institute in Virginia； about which these men were talking。 I resolved at once to go to that school； although I had no idea where it was； or how many miles away； or how I was going to reach it； I remembered only that I was on fire constantly with one ambition； and that was to go to Hampton。 This thought was with me day and night。
After hearing of the Hampton Institute； I continued to work for a few months longer in the coal…mine。 While at work there； I heard of a vacant position in the household of General Lewis Ruffner； the owner of the salt…furnace and coal…mine。 Mrs。 Viola Ruffner； the wife of General Ruffner； was a 〃Yankee〃 woman from Vermont。 Mrs。 Ruffner had a reputation all through the vicinity for being very strict with her servants； and especially with the boys who tried to serve her。 Few of them remained with her more than two or three weeks。 They all left with the same excuse： she was too strict。 I decided； however； that I would rather try Mrs。 Ruffner's house than remain in the coal…mine； and so my mother applied to her for the vacant position。 I was hired at a salary of 5 per month。
I had heard so much about Mrs。 Ruffner's severity that I was almost afraid to see her； and trembled when I went into her presence。 I had not lived with her many weeks； however； before I began to understand her。 I soon began to learn that； first of all； she wanted everything kept clean about her； that she wanted things done promptly and systematically； and that at the bottom of everything she wanted absolute honesty and frankness。 Nothing must be sloven or slipshod； every door； every fence； must be kept in repair。
I cannot now recall how long I lived with Mrs。 Ruffner before going to Hampton； but I think it must have be