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knows a lot of stuff; I found out that the guy is funny。 In a
subtle kind of dry way。 It's the stuff he says; plus the way he says it。 It's really; I don't know;
cool。
As we were winding back into our own territory; we passed by the house that's going up
where the sycamore tree used to be。 My granddad
stopped; looked up into the night; and said; “It must've been a spectacular view。”
I looked up; too; and noticed for the first time that night that you could see the stars。 “Did you
ever see her up there?” I asked him。
“Your mother pointed her out to me one time as we drove by。 It scared me to see her up so
high; but after I read the article I understood why she
did it。” He shook his head。 “The tree's gone; but she's still got the spark it gave her。 Know
what I mean?”
Luckily I didn't have to answer。 He just grinned and said; “Some of us get dipped in flat; some
in satin; some in gloss…。” He turned to me。 “But
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every once in a while you find someone who's iridescent; and when you do; nothing will ever
pare。”
As we walked up to our front porch; my grandfather put his arm around my shoulder and said;
“It was nice walking with you; Bryce。 I enjoyed
myself very much。”
“Me too;” I told him; and we went inside。
Right away we knew we'd stepped into a war zone。 And even though no one was yelling or
crying; from the look on my parents' faces I could tell
there'd been a major meltdown while my granddad and I were out。
Granddad whispered to me; “I've got another fence to mend; I'm afraid;” and headed into the
dining room to talk to my parents。
I wanted nothing to do with that vibe。 I went straight to my room; closed the door; and flopped
through the darkness onto my bed。
I lay there awhile and let the dinner disaster play through my mind。 And when I'd totally
burned a fuse thinking about it; I sat up and looked out the
window。 There was a light on somewhere inside the Bakers' house and the streetlights were
glowing; but the night still seemed really dense。 Like it
was darker than usual and; I don't know; heavy。
I leaned closer to the window and looked up into the sky; but I couldn't see the stars anymore。
I wondered if Juli had ever been in the sycamore at
night。 Among the stars。
I shook my head。 Flat; glossy; iridescent。 What was up with that? Juli Baker had always
seemed just plain dusty to me。
I snapped on my desk lamp and dug the newspaper with the article about Juli out of the
drawer where I'd tossed it。
Just like I thought — they made it sound like Juli was trying to save Mount Rushmore or
something。 They called her a “strong voice in an urban
wilderness” and “a radiant beacon; shedding light on the need to curtail continued
overdevelopment of our once quaint and tranquil munity。”
Spare me。 I mean; what's wrong with letting a guy cut down a tree on his own property so he
can build a house? His lot; his tree; his decision。
End of story。 The piece in the paper was gag…me gush。
Except。 Except for the places aybe it was just in contrast to the
reporter's slant or something; but Juli's parts didn't e
off oh…woe…is…me like I was expecting。 They were; I don't know; deep。 Sitting in that tree was
seriously philosophical to her。
And the odd thing is; it all made sense to me。 She talked about what it felt like to be up in that
tree; and how it; like; transcended dimensional
space。 “To be held above the earth and brushed by the wind;” she said; “it's like your heart
has been kissed by beauty。” Who in junior high do you
know that would put together a sentence like that? None of my friends; that's for sure。
There was other stuff; too; like how something can be so much more than the parts it took to
make it; and why people need things around them
that lift them above their lives and make them feel the miracle of living。
I wound up reading and re…reading her parts; wondering when in the world she started
thinking like that。 I mean; no kidding; Juli Baker's smart; but
this was something way beyond straight A's。
A month ago if I'd read this article; I would have chucked it in the trash as plete garbage;
but for some reason it made sense to me now。 A lot
of sense。
A month ago I also wouldn't have paid any attention to the picture of Juli; but now I found
myself staring at it。 Not the one of the whole scene —
that was more emergency rescue equipment than Juli。 The other one; on the bottom half of
the page。 Someone must've used a killer telephoto lens;
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because you can tell that she's in the tree; but it's mostly from the shoulders up。 She's
looking off into the distance and the wind is blowing her hair
back like she's at the helm of a ship or something; sailing into the sun。
I'd spent so many years avoiding Juli Baker that I'd never really looked at her; and now all of
a sudden I couldn't stop。 This weird feeling started
taking over the pit of my stomach; and I didn't like it。 Not one bit。 To tell you the truth; it
scared the Sheetrock out of me。
I buried the paper under my pillow and tried to remind myself of what a pain Juli Baker was。
But my mind started to wander again; and pretty soon
I had that stupid paper out from under my pillow。
This was insane! What was I doing?
I made myself shut out the light and go to bed。 I was slipping; man; and it was definitely time
to get a grip。
The Yard
I'd never been embarrassed by where we lived before。 I'd never looked at our house; or even
our side of the street; and said; Oh! I wish we lived in
the new development—those houses are so much newer; so much better! This is where I'd
grown up。 This was my home。
I was aware of the yard; sure。 My mother had grumbled about it for years。 But it was a low
grumbling; not worthy of deep concern。 Or so I'd
supposed。 But maybe I should have wondered。 Why let the outside go and keep the inside
so nice? It was spotless inside our house。 Except for the
boys' room; that is。 Mom gave up on that after she discovered the snake。 If they were old
enough to adopt a snake; she told my brothers; they were
old enough to clean their own room。 Matt and Mike translated this to keep the door closed;
and became quite diligent about doing just that。
Besides the yard; I also never really wondered about the money; or the apparent lack thereof。
I knew we weren't rich; but I didn't feel like I was
missing anything。 Anything you could buy; anyway。
Matt and Mike did ask for things a lot; but even though my mother would tell them; No; boys;
we just can't afford that; I took this to mean; No; boys;
you don't deserve that; or; No; boys; you don't really need that。 It wasn't until Bryce called
our home a plete dive that I started really seeing
things。
It wasn't just the yard。 It was my dad's truck; my mother's car; the family bike tha