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wheels and the same clink of horses' feet。 It was not for nothing that they made the burthen of my wishes all night through。 They are really the first throbbings of life; the harbingers of day; and it pleases you as much to hear them as it must please a shipwrecked seaman once again to grasp a hand of flesh and blood after years of miserable solitude。 They have the freshness of the daylight life about them。 You can hear the carters cracking their whips and crying hoarsely to their horses or to one another; and sometimes even a peal of healthy; harsh horse…laughter comes up to you through the darkness。 There is now an end of mystery and fear。 Like the knocking at the door in MACBETH; (1) or the cry of the watchman in the TOUR DE NESLE; they show that the horrible caesura is over and the nightmares have fled away; because the day is breaking and the ordinary life of men is beginning to bestir itself among the streets。
In the middle of it all I fell asleep; to be wakened by the officious knocking at my door; and I find myself twelve years older than I had dreamed myself all night。
(1) See a short essay of De Quincey's。
SKETCHES CHAPTER III … THE WREATH OF IMMORTELLES
IT is all very well to talk of death as 'a pleasant potion of immortality'; but the most of us; I suspect; are of 'queasy stomachs;' and find it none of the sweetest。 (1) The graveyard may be cloak…room to Heaven; but we must admit that it is a very ugly and offensive vestibule in itself; however fair may be the life to which it leads。 And though Enoch and Elias went into the temple through a gate which certainly may be called Beautiful; the rest of us have to find our way to it through Ezekiel's low…bowed door and the vault full of creeping things and all manner of abominable beasts。 Nevertheless; there is a certain frame of mind to which a cemetery is; if not an antidote; at least an alleviation。 If you are in a fit of the blues; go nowhere else。 It was in obedience to this wise regulation that the other morning found me lighting my pipe at the entrance to Old Greyfriars'; thoroughly sick of the town; the country; and myself。
Two of the men were talking at the gate; one of them carrying a spade in hands still crusted with the soil of graves。 Their very aspect was delightful to me; and I crept nearer to them; thinking to pick up some snatch of sexton gossip; some 'talk fit for a charnel;' (2) something; in fine; worthy of that fastidious logician; that adept in coroner's law; who has come down to us as the patron of Yaughan's liquor; and the very prince of gravediggers。 Scots people in general are so much wrapped up in their profession that I had a good chance of overhearing such conversation: the talk of fish… mongers running usually on stockfish and haddocks; while of the Scots sexton I could repeat stories and speeches that positively smell of the graveyard。 But on this occasion I was doomed to disappointment。 My two friends were far into the region of generalities。 Their profession was forgotten in their electorship。 Politics had engulfed the narrower economy of grave…digging。 'Na; na;' said the one; 'ye're a' wrang。' 'The English and Irish Churches;' answered the other; in a tone as if he had made the remark before; and it had been called in question … 'The English and Irish Churches have IMPOVERISHED the country。'
'Such are the results of education;' thought I as I passed beside them and came fairly among the tombs。 Here; at least; there were no commonplace politics; no diluted this…morning's leader; to distract or offend me。 The old shabby church showed; as usual; its quaint extent of roofage and the relievo skeleton on one gable; still blackened with the fire of thirty years ago。 A chill dank mist lay over all。 The Old Greyfriars' churchyard was in perfection that morning; and one could go round and reckon up the associations with no fear of vulgar interruption。 On this stone the Covenant was signed。 In that vault; as the story goes; John Knox took hiding in some Reformation broil。 From that window Burke the murderer looked out many a time across the tombs; and perhaps o' nights let himself down over the sill to rob some new…made grave。 Certainly he would have a selection here。 The very walks have been carried over forgotten resting…places; and the whole ground is uneven; because (as I was once quaintly told) 'when the wood rots it stands to reason the soil should fall in;' which; from the law of gravitation; is certainly beyond denial。 But it is round the boundary that there are the finest tombs。 The whole irregular space is; as it were; fringed with quaint old monuments; rich in death's…heads and scythes and hour…glasses; and doubly rich in pious epitaphs and Latin mottoes … rich in them to such an extent that their proper space has run over; and they have crawled end…long up the shafts of columns and ensconced themselves in all sorts of odd corners among the sculpture。 These tombs raise their backs against the rabble of squalid dwelling…houses; and every here and there a clothes…pole projects between two monuments its fluttering trophy of white and yellow and red。 With a grim irony they recall the banners in the Invalides; banners as appropriate perhaps over the sepulchres of tailors and weavers as these others above the dust of armies。 Why they put things out to dry on that particular morning it was hard to imagine。 The grass was grey with drops of rain; the headstones black with moisture。 Yet; in despite of weather and common sense; there they hung between the tombs; and beyond them I could see through open windows into miserable rooms where whole families were born and fed; and slept and died。 At one a girl sat singing merrily with her back to the graveyard; and from another came the shrill tones of a scolding woman。 Every here and there was a town garden full of sickly flowers; or a pile of crockery inside upon the window…seat。 But you do not grasp the full connection between these houses of the dead and the living; the unnatural marriage of stately sepulchres and squalid houses; till; lower down; where the road has sunk far below the surface of the cemetery; and the very roofs are scarcely on a level with its wall; you observe that a proprietor has taken advantage of a tall monument and trained a chimney…stack against its back。 It startles you to see the red; modern pots peering over the shoulder of the tomb。
A man was at work on a grave; his spade clinking away the drift of bones that permeates the thin brown soil; but my first disappointment had taught me to expect little from Greyfriars' sextons; and I passed him by in silence。 A slater on the slope of a neighbouring roof eyed me curiously。 A lean black cat; looking as if it had battened on strange meats; slipped past me。 A little boy at a window put his finger to his nose in so offensive a manner that I was put upon my dignity; and turned grandly off to read old epitaphs and peer through the gratings into the shadow of vaults。
Just then I saw two women coming down a path; one of them old; and the other younger; with