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eugene pickering-第11章

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for in the midst of the explanation the curtain rose again。  〃You

can't be a great artist without a great passion!〃  Madame Blumenthal

was affirming。  Before I had time to assent Madame Patti's voice rose

wheeling like a skylark; and rained down its silver notes。  〃Ah; give

me that art;〃 I whispered; 〃and I will leave you your passion!〃  And

I departed for my own place in the orchestra。  I wondered afterwards

whether the speech had seemed rude; and inferred that it had not on

receiving a friendly nod from the lady; in the lobby; as the theatre

was emptying itself。  She was on Pickering's arm; and he was taking

her to her carriage。  Distances are short in Homburg; but the night

was rainy; and Madame Blumenthal exhibited a very pretty satin…shod

foot as a reason why; though but a penniless widow; she should not

walk home。  Pickering left us together a moment while he went to hail

the vehicle; and my companion seized the opportunity; as she said; to

beg me to be so very kind as to come and see her。  It was for a

particular reason!  It was reason enough for me; of course; I

answered; that she had given me leave。  She looked at me a moment

with that extraordinary gaze of hers which seemed so absolutely

audacious in its candour; and rejoined that I paid more compliments

than our young friend there; but that she was sure I was not half so

sincere。  〃But it's about him I want to talk;〃 she said。  〃I want to

ask you many things; I want you to tell me all about him。  He

interests me; but you see my sympathies are so intense; my

imagination is so lively; that I don't trust my own impressions。

They have misled me more than once!〃  And she gave a little tragic

shudder。



I promised to come and compare notes with her; and we bade her

farewell at her carriage door。  Pickering and I remained a while;

walking up and down the long glazed gallery of the Kursaal。  I had

not taken many steps before I became aware that I was beside a man in

the very extremity of love。  〃Isn't she wonderful?〃 he asked; with an

implicit confidence in my sympathy which it cost me some ingenuity to

elude。  If he were really in love; well and good!  For although; now

that I had seen her; I stood ready to confess to large possibilities

of fascination on Madame Blumenthal's part; and even to certain

possibilities of sincerity of which my appreciation was vague; yet it

seemed to me less ominous that he should be simply smitten than that

his admiration should pique itself on being discriminating。  It was

on his fundamental simplicity that I counted for a happy termination

of his experiment; and the former of these alternatives seemed to me

the simpler。  I resolved to hold my tongue and let him run his

course。  He had a great deal to say about his happiness; about the

days passing like hours; the hours like minutes; and about Madame

Blumenthal being a 〃revelation。〃  〃She was nothing to…night;〃 he

said; 〃nothing to what she sometimes is in the way of brilliancyin

the way of repartee。  If you could only hear her when she tells her

adventures!〃



〃Adventures?〃 I inquired。  〃Has she had adventures?〃



〃Of the most wonderful sort!〃 cried Pickering; with rapture。 〃She

hasn't vegetated; like me!  She has lived in the tumult of life。

When I listen to her reminiscences; it's like hearing the opening

tumult of one of Beethoven's symphonies as it loses itself in a

triumphant harmony of beauty and faith!〃



I could only lift my eyebrows; but I desired to know before we

separated what he had done with that troublesome conscience of his。

〃I suppose you know; my dear fellow;〃 I said; 〃that you are simply in

love。  That's what they happen to call your state of mind。〃



He replied with a brightening eye; as if he were delighted to hear

it〃So Madame Blumenthal told me only this morning!〃  And seeing; I

suppose; that I was slightly puzzled; 〃 I went to drive with her;〃 he

continued; 〃we drove to Konigstein; to see the old castle。  We

scrambled up into the heart of the ruin and sat for an hour in one of

the crumbling old courts。  Something in the solemn stillness of the

place unloosed my tongue; and while she sat on an ivied stone; on the

edge of the plunging wall; I stood there and made a speech。  She

listened to me; looking at me; breaking off little bits of stone and

letting them drop down into the valley。  At last she got up and

nodded at me two or three times silently; with a smile; as if she

were applauding me for a solo on the violin。  'You are in love;' she

said。  'It's a perfect case!'  And for some time she said nothing

more。  But before we left the place she told me that she owed me an

answer to my speech。  She thanked me heartily; but she was afraid

that if she took me at my word she would be taking advantage of my

inexperience。  I had known few women; I was too easily pleased; I

thought her better than she really was。  She had great faults; I must

know her longer and find them out; I must compare her with other

womenwomen younger; simpler; more innocent; more ignorant; and then

if I still did her the honour to think well of her; she would listen

to me again。  I told her that I was not afraid of preferring any

woman in the world to her; and then she repeated; 'Happy man; happy

man! you are in love; you are in love!'〃



I called upon Madame Blumenthal a couple of days later; in some

agitation of thought。  It has been proved that there are; here and

there; in the world; such people as sincere impostors; certain

characters who cultivate fictitious emotions in perfect good faith。

Even if this clever lady enjoyed poor Pickering's bedazzlement; it

was conceivable that; taking vanity and charity together; she should

care more for his welfare than for her own entertainment; and her

offer to abide by the result of hazardous comparison with other women

was a finer stroke than her reputation had led me to expect。  She

received me in a shabby little sitting…room littered with uncut books

and newspapers; many of which I saw at a glance were French。  One

side of it was occupied by an open piano; surmounted by a jar full of

white roses。  They perfumed the air; they seemed to me to exhale the

pure aroma of Pickering's devotion。  Buried in an arm…chair; the

object of this devotion was reading the Revue des Deux Mondes。  The

purpose of my visit was not to admire Madame Blumenthal on my own

account; but to ascertain how far I might safely leave her to work

her will upon my friend。  She had impugned my sincerity the evening

of the opera; and I was careful on this occasion to abstain from

compliments; and not to place her on her guard against my

penetration。  It is needless to narrate our interview in detail;

indeed; to tell the perfect truth; I was punished for my rash attempt

to surprise her by a temporary eclipse of my own perspicacity。  She

sat there so questioning; so perceptive; so genial; so generous; and

so pretty withal; that I was quite ready at the end of half an hour

to
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